1 Start and End
Before I start I would like to intoduce myself my name is John Edrian Villegas.
At 3rd year 1st sem. college my soul(?) got sucked in a black hole(?) By a ghost(?).
I dont really know myself I just saw ghosts 2 times in my life. First time I saw headless school girl and it did a(teleportation walk) and I just collapsed. 2nd time it touched my blanket which scarily moved up and dragged my soul body to some black world while I was sleeping.
I knew this wasn't a dream since I hooked my fingers in my pillow and woke up still hooked and saw as I was getting dragged Ian and my body sleeping as I was pulled down a hole.
After that my aura(subtle body) became black and I started hearing voices of [real] people.
Mostly they were chinese. As long as they think(?) Talk(?) about me I could hear there conversations. I also had an ABUNDANT amount of chi.
But the voices I hear are limited to people who are awakened(?) as I read in a book.
For 1 month my chi,prana,aura or life force has been extracted by Mr.Park and family. At this point in time I didn't know that mind reading was real. What they were doing is what the chinese call "extraction" or being a psychic vampire. I got the "chi" when I was sucked into the black hole(?) by the ghost(?). This is only my theory, I dont think of my body as special in any way.
Note: they do distance feeding but they can only do it to ME and me alone also Mind reading.
Which made me believe I was the psychic vampire and they're just using the connection I forged. Yep I'm chunnbiyou like that. (Found about it on the net)
After a month I made the biggest mistake of my life. I went to get help from Roland with mike at his side through chat. [This was perhaps the decision I would forever regret in my 22 years of life]
Mike has mind problems and issues.For some reason he coveted a black aura and my chi.And have an unnatural obssession about me which is scary. I regard him a stalker person even before everything happened.
When I still lived with them in uncles house house he would continually survey my sex life(porn history) by mind reading(?) or some app(?). I also believe the cctvs were put their because of me. I would often hear him complaining about my preferences upstairs.
Back to the story.
They also extracted my life force for a week.
At this point I was starting to believe Taoist and buddhist cultivation is real. That my 1 month with the koreans extracting me was not a delusion. That my experience of people talking to me with their mind(telepathically) were "REAL"
But I needed more proof that the voices were real. So I chatted Mike and Roland and they both replied at the same time which was weird because I know for sure they were always busy.
At this point the proof I gathered was:
1. Heat coming out of my chest. (By extraction of qi)
2. Voices of said people.
3. The chat from my uncle and Mike ( they chatted at the same time and I'm not close with either of them.)
I said this to my aunt ate cristy that mike and roland were reading my mind and taking my energy.
They stopped(?)
After a week of peace.
I made the second mistake of trusting my cousin jeremey judes eduarte.
I shared with him my story. But he also know about cultivation. I shared with him how I can get mind read and extracted.
I got extracted again for 2 weeks(?) By said cousin.
He tricked me 2 times!
1. I thought he was actually there to listen.
2. He made me think he was helping me by cutting the psychic tendrils.
I later found out I was the one cutting the Psychic tendrils using "Visualization"
I visualize a golden sword cutting the psychic tendrils and poof they're gone.
This was also the period I made a "HUGE" discovery the "finger interlock technique"
Link https://mara-gamiel.blogspot.com/2009/05/simple-finger-interlock-technique.html?m=1
With this discovery I prevented them from extracting in my upper dantian since my middle dantains qi was depleted by the koreans.
It was at this time my parents decided for me to go see a psychologist.
And WoW they also know how to "cultivate"
they were called in advance by my uncle to not divulge any information about cultivation and label it as depression and psychosis.
After X weeks Mike and Roland came back.
At some point in time they learned aside from mind reading and extraction; Giving me headaches, fever and pain(?).
This went on for months.
During those months I had numerous mental breakdowns.
At this point I still didn't believe in the voices 100 percent. I wanted more "proof"
So I endured.
Me and my research mates castro ann bacay, ginky macasaet and francis ferrer had a video chat with our professor.
I made another mistake. I had the bad idea of using telepathy( sending messages with my mind) to my classmates.
I said "mind read me" I dont know why I had the urge to say that.
And they did.
They found out they can talk to each other as long as they think(?) Or are connected to my aura(subtle body) regardless the distance.
During those weeks..months... I got made fun of by my so called research mates.
They also tried extracting on me. But at this point I already learned about the miraculous finger interlock technique. Which protected my chi.
This went on even during our exams they would constantly mind read me to check what I was doing all the while pretending to be oblivious when chatted in real life as like every so called relative I have.
Mike would constantly reminded me I cant pass the exams during that time.
But I did.
Time went on by now the people mind reading me were
1.Michael John flores
2. Roland villegas
3. Frances ferrer
4. Castro ann baccay
5. Ginky Macasaet.
A total of 5 people were connected to me energetically.
The psychic bullying continued.. but I endured.
I tried different ways to close my aura and protect myself.
I did a trick on my aura during this time to make it shrink and compact.
I did it by tapping my third eye while my tongue is on the palate of mouth then in mind i say " aura you will shrink and compact now"
And it did.
But that didn't stop the psychic attacks(?)
I tried reaching out to my other relative on my mothers side alvin and tita che.
But they also refused to help me. Their reason was because they dont want to trouble themselves over my matter.
[My Crystal Journey]
I bought the ultimate protection bracelet made of black tourmaline and a mantra bead with clear quartz you wear it on your left hand.
It did raise my vibration after a while of wearing it...but would immediately lose its effect when I remove it.
Other than raising my vibration In my opinion it did absolutely nothing.
I also bought a grey labradorite bracelet but still no effect. It did however raise those "chance" encounters I had for better or worse. (I just felt its real you be the judge though.)
I also bought a selenite. To the readers its 100 percent true in removing negative cords
I really felt a release. but alas focus on the word "negative" it cant get rid of the mind reading psychic cords and tendrils.
The mind reading cords and tendrils is still considered of light so selenite wont help.
I also bought an amethyst and its coldness did give me a relaxed mind but that was it.(I put it in my ajna chakra)
I dont have the heavenly eyes or celestial eyes in buddhism. So I cant get rid of the cords the easy way.
I tried a lot of books on how to see auras but still couldn't open the heavenly eyes.(I probably didn't try hard enough or practice enough)
Who could blame me? I cant achieve a tranquil mind with the constant mind ****.
The technique is probably something passed by mouth to mouth and not published for the people.
months of torture continued.
[Story continues]
I lost my mind one day and sent energy to a lot of people. I lost the feeling of chi in my thumbs probably thru over exertion.
at this point over 11 people was mind reading me.
More months continued like this accompanied by a lot of mental breakdowns.
One day they found out a new way to torture me its poking me with psychic needles. The pain is physical and I had a lot of marks because of that.
Again they can only do that to ME and me alone.
I had a huge tantrum. I cried and begged my parents for death.
But as expected they didn't listen. Another HUGE mistake.
They thought I lost my mind. They wont believe me even though I showed them "bite" marks.
[Home Care facility]
I was put in a homecare facility against my will.
For 11 days I was put in a cell with only a bed, table, tumbler and my jacket as a blanket with a slim book. On the left side their was bathroom with no locks.
I didn't finish the book. I only read 1 page a day. I was afraid. Afraid that I'd lose my mind if I finish the book in one sitting.
If I remember it was called effects of Sunlight and the production of Vit.D. something like that.
How ironic.I wasn't able to see the sun for 11 days and yet there I was reading a book about sunlight.
I had to wait 14 for the doctors approval of another book.
I lost my mind at some point during those 11 days. this time I kept cursing my parents stupidity in understanding my condition. My anger for my Mike and Roland. My anger for my classmates, and my so called relatives in my mind.
I was continuously attacked during this time but I actually loved the pain and the voices. The psychic strings as they swang about, the gloatings of Mike and Roland as they laugh at my situation was my only form of connection to the outside world.
I loved my telepathy during this time and felt I was blessed.
I was actually free I had cut of the mind reading cords during this time but i forced myself to think about them. Another HUGE mistake. But I cant be blamed although I hate them down to my soul, my very being
... I was scared of not having someone to talk to.
That's how I held on and kept my cool.
I wasn't stupid enough to show erratic behavior lest they put me in their longer.
I kept it in.
During my time in the cell I can only force myself to sleep. During which I would always imagine I was outside and In my house only to wake up finding out it was dream..this is when I realized how crushing a DREAM really is.
I despaired... But I held on for 11 days.
Ma'am lucy instructed the guards to find trouble with me.. key word find not make.
Knowing I have a small bladder they would always push the froon door of the cell to the side to block the entrance to the bathroom.
I had a lot trouble sleeping since I pee a lot and would only sip a bit of water at night.
I behaved.
I was finally out after 11 days and been put up with the other patients.
I finally had human companions.. someone I can talk to physically.
I had no use for them anymore during this time. I wanted mike and rolands psychic cords gone. But somehow I cant get them off like the last time.
If only I wasn't so naive back then but I cant be blamed Silence kills.
Their I met Archer(13) - a manipulative, backstabbing friend. But also a fellow otaku and comrade.(Severe Depression)
Kuya nathaniel (44)- who got himself admitted by his uncle he was already discharged after 3 months but no one picks him up and its been 9 months since. (Severe depression)
Jasper(22) - a autistic boy whose parents own a school. He was a beggar for 4 years and have a lot more experience than me. He also attempted to escape and was beaten up by the guards. His a poor soul who thinks he would be able to get out but unfortunately his parents decided he'll stay their indefinetly the last I heard. His been their for 4 years already.(Autism)
Paolo(22) - his the punching bag of the guards.. someone I always avoid lest I get beaten up too. His always getting picked on because of his incessant ramblings and beaten up for not following orders.(schizoprenic) he still wasn't allowed to call his parents after 3 months. (Schizoprenia)
Lolo armando(70+?) - his silent all the time and just usually sleeps all day he always says " maliligo nako" , "Tapos nako, I'm finished the end! And would sing at the end of a rainbow everyday consistently.(??)
Lolo primo (90?)- been there since the facilities establishment and its first patient.. a fun guy.(Dementia)
(Girls room)
Mycka(19) - she sometimes speaks and sometimes dont otherwise normal and have terrible mood swings (Bipolar disorder.)
Lola elena(70?) - she is a pure chinese with a temper.Would curse out from time to time for the slightest grievance.(Tempermental)
Desiree(?) - She's been their for years and been discharged a long time ago but since she doesn't have any relatives she works in the kitchen and does labor to pay of her debts to the facility.(???)
(???) - she talks with someone called mikko in her mind. But unlike me she doesn't know telepathy and might actually have a condition but who am I to tell. It might even be a ghost she's talking too or some spirit guide.
Tbh it was bearable since I had companions and my fave activity is watching movies in monday.
Our activity is as follows:
Monday - movie day
Tuesday -
Wed - karaoke day
Thursday -
Friday - board games or outdoor activities
Sat -board games or outdoor activities
Sun- Worship day
It's pretty repetitive and bland. But bearable.
Time went on and I spent my Birthday, Christmas and New Year in the homecare facility.
Saddest December ever.
After a month of staying there I was finally discharged..
My parents bought me a new phone.. I felt alive again.
During all those times The psychic attacks still continued I had lots of marks on my face and legs but endured.
The mind reading also continued. Having everything you think be their for them to see is very hard for me. Especially when I have thoughts of revenge that I would quickly bury inside. Hate that I quickly extinguish.
[At home 1 month after discharge]
It has gotten to the point where they cant live without me. The obsession towards me never ceased and somehow increased.
They probably haven't slept like normal people for quite awhile now and is heavily dependent on me.
[Mike]
He never admitted jealousy and placed it on me being arrogant...idk about this having black aura being cool. As far as I'm concerned its the negative energy of the ghost that possessed me and is in fact bad spiritually.
Even up to this day he still wants my chi for his own.
Even though his 15+ years ahead of me he still argues as if lower my age.
His the source of all my sufferings physically,mentally and almost spiritually.
If I ever become a ghost It'll be him I'd be hunting for last.
I dont know if I want to transmigrate or roam this earth to get vengeance. Idk tbh. I want to transmigrate so bad. But I dont know if I could find peace as long as his alive.
I'll probably have committed suicide and have been isekaid hopefully to another world if you finished reading this.
