1 GOOD DAY!
"I am quite nervous today
I can't believe it's actually happening!
I am getting married!"
At least this is what I tried to think
I am only getting married now because this freakishly handsome dude showed up at my house and proposed to me, saying that I was his mate?
Boy was I scared!
Because this was no ordinary man, It was Duke Hermstone
The scariest man in the empire and he proposed to me of all people
Well at least I won! This just proves that I was right about this mating system being completely nuts
" Two families of high status in the kingdom of Lunaria, have come here to partake in the ceremony of everlastingly binding marriage in true love.."
Ok cut the crap..
We all know that that last little phrase is completely wrong
If you didn't notice- I DO NOT LIKE THIS GUY!
With his chiseled jaw , stupid fair face, that annoyingly deep voice and his sparkling eyes!
It's like no one ven needed to wear white to my wedding, because he's already outshined his own bride....SORROW
Now that I think about it....Why the heck did my parents just sell me off to this dude?
Is it because he's rich or something because I don't get it
They literally abandoned me!
Yes...I did end up being his wife but I never truly believed that it was true, but now he talks of what....
"Fated Mate?!"
What's the damn difference between Mate and Fated Mate ither than the added word?
" I understand...you mist really love her"
I say as I stand before him
WHAT A LOAD OF BULL!
Never in my life have I witnessed the mating system fail! And-
Wait...Why am I angry? I thought I never wanted this marriage?
I can't help but look down at my belly and then I realize why my mindset has changed so much....
I can feel something...right in my belly and it's alive...
"You are to exit the estate by tomorrow"
TOMORROW?!
" My dear husband...That is too soon"
" Ex...husband"
What a jerk! I could feel my body tense up as he spoke
" And you are well aware that Duke's cannot have concubines, or are you not?"
He is testing my patients, Huh!
" Yes I know b-but... I need some time t-"
" It is none of my concern, just be out of here before she arrives"
His stupid face scowls at me before he turn his attention to his work
" Yes, Derek"
I didn't really need to say his name but I wanted to piss him off, yet he didn't even bat an eye...JERK!
I walked out and halted for a second before I began sprinting to my room
This is something only females of our breed know and that is...
I closed my door shut as I held onto my belly
Why'd I only begin to feel it now
I'M PREGNANT!?
I don't want this
Why do I have to go through this now?
Why get pregnant after all your barren years, Dot!?
Yes, my name is Dot
Dot Hermstone....At least I used to be
Now I am back to my old surname
Dot Merdald
I scrambled to my table, rummaging through the drawers
Where is it? Where is it?
I froze as my hand hovered above a crystal bottle
I slowly sat down and placed my hand on my head
WAS I REALLY GONNA DO THIS?
I remembered the voice of that kind lady
" Only use it when you most need it, it's a present from your mom"
I had rehearsed this thousands of times in my head already
All I have to do is open the lid
Mix it into some liquid
Pour it into a cup
Press it against my lips them force myself to swallow it
EASY!
What a coincidence, though...
That my husband decided to have a divorce the exact same time I decided to kill myself
