1 Beginning of me

Here I am alone,

sitting in the window sills

Excited, scared I don't know how to feel

I've strained though I tried

I knew there is nothing would pass me by

I wish to, but I cried

I feel so hopeless that I could die.

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I had enough

Crying is of no use

I know I had to go through

So I had no choice only to choose

I tried to cower,

Now for me is not so true

That day I moved Backwards

From now on I'll move forward

I cried

I wish to, but Now I'm free

The feeling of a dream

So calm like a tree

I felt so happy

Unrestrained without unpleasantry.