(chanson)the laughing knight

(hum so i was on this dating app...you know xD)

i was the shiny white knight till i figured it out,

you all likes badguyz dont need to lie,

all masochistic so suck my dick,figuratively,or litteraly,take it or not personnaly,

people shouldnt be too nice too fast or its really gon' be for an other prick

but im someone explicitely loyal,love for a day is love for life i hate that shit,its hard on me

so dont come talk to me if you think its just funny cuz i wont take it easily please..

well you seem to do that without warning so its a bit of an overreaching, overreacting,but i dont think im waiting here for anything,so i can at least write a text to test your english skills while blabling some shit i find relatively deep, for the 2/3 people reading my bio in a year,

let you make the rythme, the beat,tell me how does it feels to read a song and not hearing it?

so what was it?a bad rap song or some heavy metal shit?

never say zumba or rnb,im still tryng to be friendly here you crazy B.

i love the dancehall too,you can wine it or backslide it, ride it even domino pose pon it, its great,6inch heels or more are the real deals,12 is a bit too much and i'll get crazy too,for real!!

i was alone for at least 18 years since my majority, never had,have,nor will have time

to screw around,never knew why im not doing like everyone told me life should be,

feeling depressed not adapted, studies where done after my school sentence,that was real prison when i had a lot of other shit to work on,who gives a damn ass about false history,

only victory permit its retranscription its all fiction,the 0 doesnt exist

and human being killed the monkey to conquer the planet, so

you can try to meditate and elevate,

thats the way you dodge most brain damage or health problem,

read about eternal life,love and hate, energy wave, its instructing, overwhelming, to say the least but i disgress, so now i, dyed my heart half black,

getting back my personnal flow,evacuate flaws,and fuck the laws, the white knight became dark but came the mad one, bad one that one, ,the laughing batman,contaminated with this society's chaos bullshit, bipolarity in its entirety,schyzophrenia man,dressed as man or a wowan,its all the same,i just love their aestetics man,what can i do?

what do you mean i cant get a girl like that,they dont like girly men?i arnt girly damn, only when i dress up but dont mess up,you tryna act up? im still a guy, no virility to prove and if you do the wrong move ill get your ass fucked till you're wounded, litteraly, im well endowed, now whos girly?! stop moaning you'r embarassing me.

true or at least, thats what i though or was thaught

but now i doubt everything that cames out of their mouth,

so they all like the muscles and face hair,the good job,a cars,and a housse,

when i juste come with an once,of weed baby,for now the only one thats always here for me

,a keyboard a pen and paper but i dont wanna care, worst case ill get one with a thingy dingling,

what i want and need is a loveable humain being,mentaly physicaly spiritualy,pure,in its entirety,the good and bad its all a gain.

For now ill still be happy be mad ,laugh or cry, fed up with life or not having enough of it,

wanna mary my first then go assassinate the previous imaginary wife

,the whole crazy shit show over in 3seconds and a half just for the rymes,

mental healthyness above the rest and yes,i do like my greatness,sometimes.

hope you feel it too and if its not the case,taking an easy guess ,we werent destined so no stress, for me and you, universe bless!

in this game of chess,time will test,your moves and your mindset,

and im sure one day ill be one of the best.

they say talent doesnt exist, skills are foundation, expérimentation, concentration,

it's mathematics, just need to keep adding to it,

so im doing it, 1st part of life was spent reading, watching it,in short geeking or observing it,now the second part is coming, writing this and that first, search for hypnotic rythme or magic formula while adding lines after lines for a long time, and someday ill finnaly be playing it,

able to sing my love song with my own voice without trembling and make some dime

a couple of time before retiring to the countryside,

side by side, playing hide and seek,like kids, or watching the sun set with the beat of the waves accompanying an afternoon sleep,profond breathing, dreaming today will bring a better tomorow where id like to be right now, but life is to be lived,the saying goes ,so im searching for a meaning,searching for more while steadily working right now!

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