Hansuke's origin

Im Kimura Hansuke. I was born in Osaka, Japan. On Jan, 2nd, 2002. When I was a young boy my father would tell me that gay wasn't good. Boys do boy things. Girls do girl things. I always thought that because that's what my parents said but...I really liked doing my nails and dressing up. When I was about 4 I did gymnastics...yea as a boy. Why did my father let me? I have no idea. I was really good at them and it made me happy. The girls there would put make up on me and do my nails. Thats how I got addicted to that stuff. When I was 8 my dad caught me doing my nails and searched through my room and threw away all my girly things. I was sad but it wasn't that bad. Ive always been a girly boy or femboy which ever one you wanna call it for years now. When I turned 11 I had my first ever bow and I fucking loved that thing. In school I was really quiet and timid...I still am. I had a teacher who was really fun and cool. Everyone loved him. He was a bit of a pervert though. He told me to come meet him after school and I did so. He then raped me. 'Till this day I regret trusting him but I can't change the past. I always wondered why he did that to me. I felt disgusting and I didn't wanna tell anyone that he did that to me. So...I hid it. I was 12 at this time by the way. I would walk around at school scared and shaky because of him...and some other people but that's for next chapter. Thank you for reading this chapter!! Next one we'll talk about some bullies...