Beautiful escape

<p>It was a pretty normal day. Josh left for school. All my siblings were taken care of. So I decided it would be ok to visit mother. Worst idea ever.. I walked over to check in on her. She was passed out on the couch. So I got her cleaned up.Then randomly out of nowhere she hit me. She said it was because I was being too rough with her. I apologized and then we continued. After I had her set for the day. She asked me to cut up some meat for her. While she went to check the mail. I started cutting the meat. She came out of nowhere and slid her hand under the knife. I was already in motion of pushing down as hard as I could. Once I realized her hand was there. I tried to stop myself but I couldn't. Not entirely. I didn't cut through her hand. Just a layer or two but still. I made her fingers bleed. She ripped her hand out from under the blade and started to scream. As panicked as I was. I didn't put down the knife. Instead knife in hand, blood gushing everywhere and fear running through me. I picked up a wash cloth and gave it to her. She proceeded to the bathroom and locked herself into the bathroom. She was still screaming. I curled over with the knife still in my hand. The police and ambulance showed up but I didn't even call them yet. I had her phone in my hand. Guns aimed right at me. I just sat there. Even more scared than when it initially happened. They shouted for me to drop the weapon. I dropped everything. As they handcuffed me. They asked me where she was. So I pointed to the bathroom. They began patting me down and checking for weapons. After what seemed like forever. An officer came over to me and asked me what happened. So I said exactly what happen. She said that's not what mother told them. I was taken away and placed in the hospital. She told them I was being hysterical and tried to kill myself. She tried to stop me and I cut her instead. Frightened of what else I might do she locked herself in the bathroom. Told them she was watching me by opening the door. To make sure I did not try to kill myself again. They placed me on suicide watch. I was there for three whole days. I kept telling them what happened but they did not believe me. So eventually I gave in. I told them what they wanted to hear. I was sad and upset. I don't know why I was feeling that way but I did. So I tried to kill myself and hurt mother by accident. They gave me all kinds of medications. On the fifth day they let me out. Mother and Josh came to get me. When I saw him my heart leaped for joy. All my anger, resentment, just all of it went away. I ran right passed her and straight into his arms. He picked me up, We hugged as he spun me around. I suddenly got light headed. The air outside seemed harder to breathe. He picked me up and piggybacked me home to his house. She left as soon as he picks me up. She had a snarky smile on her face. I was so focused on him that I didn't think much of it. I told turn what really happened and they believed me. That's what was important to me. They never made me take the pills but they always got the refills for it. I haven't gone back there to mothers by myself since. I knew I had to go there but we made sure I never did it alone. Which I know upset mother. She couldn't pull anymore stunts like that. <br/>Three months had passed. Everything had settled down. I still never sent home to her alone. Until that day. Josh hadn't come home. Dinner was done and still he was not home. I began to panic. What if something bad happened. I stayed up all night. His father came out the next morning. To find me curled up in the couch. He gently shook me awake. I apologized for falling asleep on the couch but Josh never came home. He said it's time to get up for the day. During breakfast we talked. He told me Josh never brought girls over. So if I'm worried that he's cheating. Don't be. I then responded with I'm only worried if he's safe. His father looked at me then said he was sorry. He forgot to tell me. Josh was at a family gathering and got drunk with his uncles. He passed out on their couch. He wasn't much of a drinker so it didn't take much for him to pass out. After breakfast I got straight to the kitchen. No longer worried as I knew he was safe. I began singing as I did the chore. I put away the leftovers, wiped everything down and headed to the sink. I was so focused on the chore I didn't hear Josh come in. He ran his finger up my spine, quickly grabbed my waist and began tickling me. I nearly collapsed from it. He caught me as usual and spun me around. He kissed my forehead and slid me onto the counter. He leaned in and I went for the kiss. Only to feel the ice cold water smack my face. He took off running. So I ran after him. When I reached the door his aunt was standing there. I tried to stop myself but I passed her. He caught me, picked me up and swung me on his back. At first I didn't know who she was. Honestly I didn't even see her standing there. She loudly cleared her throat. So we both stopped and looked over at her. Josh bumped me a bit and I smiled. He introduced us and then told me to grab a few bottles of water. He specified four waters. When I got back with them. He was standing by her truck. So I walked over. There was a kayak, two surf boards and a paddle board at the top. In the back there was air tanks, wetsuits and a bunch of other things. He ran back to the house and she said come on. So I jumped in the truck. I was going to move to the back when she said oh no girls always get the front seat. I asked if Josh was coming. She smiled and nodded. We got to talking and were having a good laugh. She showed me a picture of him. From back when he was little. He had only underwear and socks on. He was in her backyard having fun with her horses. He was covered in dirt, soap and probably poop. It was the sweetest thing ever. His first time helping shower the horse. We were still laughing at the awkward, half smiling, half upset and confused look on his face. When he jumped on the truck and startled us both. She threw her open bottle at him and called him a punk. We all laughed. He jumped in and we left. I didn't ask of my siblings because looking at everything. I already knew there was no way they could come. We stopped at his aunts house. She grabbed her son and daughter. I realized while we were there that I needed swimwear. Josh ran upstairs, dragging me along. He went into a room and pulled me in. He kissed me fiercely and let me drop on the bed. I turned away as I knew just how red my face was. He laughed and I looked down. It was a quick glance when a boys surf shorts was thrown on my head. He told me to put it on and so I did. i looked over at him. Only to see he was facing the wall and not at me. He told me he stays here every once in a while. Especially right before tests. So his aunt can help him prepare and be ready. His shorts were a bit big. So he went into the closet and grabbed a smaller pair and tossed it at me. Those fit perfectly. Then his cousin came in. She looked me up and down. Then said wow she's pretty. I just don't have anything that'll hold those watermelons. Her mom smacked her gently on her head and told her to hush. Then his cousin proceeded with I don't think any of us do. Hers are so big the entire island could fit on it. Then took off running. Her son chimed in with yeah mom, even your boss are small next to hers. My face was so red as I pulled my arms over my chest. Then the boy says no don't cover them. It's nice to see tall coconuts. Josh took off after him as he sped away. Shouting I'm gonna get you, you little twerp. He had his little cousin dangling over his shoulder fighting to escape his grip. Once they reached us the boy apologized. Then said he will be waiting on the car. I'm sure his face was as red as mine. I couldn't see much as he took off too quickly. Josh dug into his drawer and pulled out a undershirt, a tank top and a thick black shirt. Told me to put all on ang take off my bra and shirt. So I did. Once I was dressed, we headed to the truck. I got front seat again. No one seemed to complain any. I was in charge of playing the music. Well until I fell asleep. She woke me up as we pulled into pizza hut. She said we had a far way to go and needed to fuel up before we got there. Josh climbed out on her side. While the rest of us waited for him. He wasn't gone long either. I guess she already ordered and paid. He came out holding four pizzas, two large sodas, a large cup of tea, bread sticks and a few other things. By the time he reached the truck everyone had tumblers and napkins. We ate on the way. We finally reached the place. It was in the middle of nowhere. Even so, it was beautiful. His little cousin grabbed me hand and tugged me. I tried to say no because I needed to help unload. Her mother looked over to us waving a finger at me. Not you young lady. You're not allowed to help. If you really want to help. Take Cici down to find lot number seven. I didn't even need to look. Cici knew exactly where to go. There were tens already set up and a fire going. My siblings were there and a bunch of others as well. They were drinking and talking. All the kids were playing. There was a spot that blocked off the waves and current. That's where they were all playing. A few teenagers were sitting out there watching them. Josh came out of nowhere and picked me up. He threw me into the water. He handed me a short board and we paddled out. We caught a few waves but I was exhausted. He tied my board to his and took us back to shore. It was getting dark already. He carried me all the way to a fence. It was a really high, really big, really locked fence. He put me down and whistled. A man came running out. He unlocked the gate and Josh picked me up again. They quietly spoke to one another for a long moment. Josh plopped my on my butt and pointed to a cabin. He said that's where the kids are sleeping. The one next to it is ours. Each have a bathroom in it. My aunt got you a few outfits and left it in there for you. Don't worry about anything ok. Yes they are brand new but you don't need to worry. A little embarrassed as I realized why he made me change. She looked at my underwear. My old and dirty underwear. How embarrassing this was. He must have read my mind. He said don't worry I didn't look. Only my aunt did and she said your underwear wasn't dirty. It was over used but that's all. So I gave her money to get you a few new ones. She even got you a bathing suit. Don't worry you can pay me back later he said. With a smile on his face as he walked away. A little panicked I got to work. I prepared myself for what I thought was to come. By the time I got out of the shower. I was groomed and ready but he wasn't in the cabin. He was outside having fun. Someone knocked at the door and I opened it. Through the distance I heard Josh yell. Get away from those cabins now. The man apologized, nudged the door closed and quickly rejoined the group. Not even a few minutes later I see Josh walking over to check in on my siblings. They were fast asleep with his cousins. A few of them actually. There was five on each bed. All passed out from all the swimming and fun they had today. Then he walked over to me and led me back into the cabin. He reached over me and I thought well this is it and closed my eyes. Instead of a kiss on lips, I got one on my forehead. So I opened my eyes only to see him smiling and looking down at me. In his arm he had a really big sweater like thing dangling from his arm. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up. He slipped it on over my shoulders and said come on. He held out his hand and I grabbed it. We walked carefully but it was a bit difficult. He bought me sandals and well walking with heels on anything not hard is very difficult. The heels kept getting stuck, and pieces were getting stuck. So he yet again picked me up. Once we were close enough he put me down. I held onto his arm, while his other arm braced me. He made it look so easy to walk with heels. Even one of the women said oh please I could look that graceful to. As she attempted, she fell several times. Probably because she was as drunk and unstable at the moment. Everyone laughed as I leaned over to help her. She scoffed at me and pushed my hand away. Josh looked at her and everyone went quiet. It was as if everyone was watching us now. I started to panic. Did I do something wrong? He looked down at me and smiled. She reached her hand out to him. He leaned over and put his hand out to her. Just before she touched him, he stood back up. Swept me off my feet and carried me the rest of the way. Everyone was still watching us. No one saying a word. The only sounds to be heard was breathing and the waves crashing against the rocks. Which was very peaceful. Josh looked over at me and said oh how graceful you are. Then looked over at the woman who managed to help herself up. I asked him who she was. All he said in return was, Don't worry about her. Then he broke up the silence. She sat down across from us and stared me down. I told him I was feeling a bit uncomfortable, so we called it a night. As I was getting up she hit my shoe. I fell forward and a beer bottle was heading straight for my face. He caught me and his aunt caught her by the wrist. The woman dropped the bottle and pulled her arm away. I was only trying to help catch her. He stared her down. I tried to get up again but my heel was broken. He took my other heel off. We checked on the kids one last time. Then his aunt entered the cabin. She laid next to my siblings. They were the youngest and the smallest. Which gave her the most room. She slid in bed and told us to enjoy the rest of the night. She ushered us out of the room and locked the door. I felt uneasy until he showed me that the cabin had a surveillance camera. We watched it for a while until I yawned. Then he helped me get changed into pajamas he bought for me. It was a matching set and very cute. It was black with pink outlines with the word Queen written on it. It was shorts and a shirt. It also came with a sleeping mask, furry house slippers, a poofy scrunchie and a robe. I leaned over and began to kiss him. I thought that's what he wanted. Both of us a little drunk. He kissed me back with a sense of passion. His hands began to wander all over my body. Though his hands never went near where my clothes covered. I tried to help him get past the barrier but he gently slid me away. His kisses became less passionate and became more gentle and loving. Like the way he usually kisses me. A bit confused I asked him if I did something wrong. He sat up and said he needed to take a shower. Then he got up and went straight to it. I waited a few minutes and walked to the door. It was locked so I laid back in bed. I fell asleep waiting on him. I woke to the sound of the bathroom door closing. I listened to the sound of his footprints. So I knew it was him. He quietly slid back into bed. He slid his arm under my head. I turned to him and wrapped my body around him. We both fell asleep. The next morning it was still fresh on my mind. So I asked him. Do I turn you off? Is that why you said no last night? Am I ugly to you? Did I do something wrong? All he said was I don't have sex when I'm drinking and I want to marry you first. Get changed breakfast should be ready soon. Then he walked out the door.</p>