Phoenix elf

Life is a game-a merciless game to be exact. Many questions revolve... why are handsome people more fond upon? Why do rich people look down? Why are some people kind? Why are criminals evil? Why is life build like this? Does it have something “ulterior”? Or is it hiding something? Is destiny real? White pearl teeth peeking out blazing under the sun with a broad smile and a handsome face he spoke “Life is beautiful,” That was not me but the person who have no idea about difficulties when everything is crystal for him. But is this how people feel? Yes, some do... but what about the majority? Many mysteries surround the world. What is beyond death? Quite striking at the hot iron I pondered it solely. I gave up on life- No, life gave up on me. Bullied, tortured, a shameless past, a tragedy, crime victim, scape goat... how long did I endure? Haah, I have lost count of it. I left all my accounts offline by deleting all and severed all my ties- I am a free man to be precise. Girlfriend if u may ask? She was a whore all long... heh, the day I found was the same my desire of obtains anything diminished. But what I hated the most was... being predictable- the next scene being predictable. I wanted all to be twisted to be unpredictable so I can have a slight hope but who distributes this hope...? I will never know... unless I find the truth beyond death. The day finally arrives- the day I depart this dark and bright world. I did depart. Now then... What next torture awaits? But never did I will remember my behavior would take 360 turn. And a hope- no a curse has descended me while a cure was there... now then shall we mix them or should we do something unpredictable...? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Note: not for weak hearted people