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The girl, who appears to be in her mid-twenties, sits at the dining table with a sullen face, contemplating the emptiness in front of her.
The news that her mother had married secretly from her makes her feel similar to betrayal, but much stronger..
Hardly had passed since her father's death a year or a little more perhaps! And now she's getting ready to welcome her new mother, the bride.
She sighed tightly while looking at the glass of water that she asked the maid for a quarter of an hour ago, as it hasn't reached her lips yet
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"Come on Aila, ...don't be like this...you know that I'm going on with my life...I haven't reached the forty-five yet, and i don't want to get attached to someone who's already dead "
Her mother sent in a gentle tone
she raise her eyes towards her mother.. Her looks indicated broken.. the feeling of brokenness and betrayal, which made her mom feel even more upset about her daughter's condition..
Her mother hit the table lightly and straightened from in front of her to walk towards the stairs, but her daughter's voice stopped her:
"I told you earlier that the doctor diagnosed me with male phobia".
this woman closed her eyes harshly, listening to her daughter's psychologically broken tone.
'Oh, my dear..'
She doesn't finish her speech because Aila had raised her hands in her mother's face stopping her . and that lump crept into her throat when she was holding back her tears.
"Don't call me my dear..you know my illness..you know well my suffering..but at the first opportunity you got.. you married to put me in the back of your head ,you don't even care about me!!"
She sayed with her teary eyes to cause her mother to gasp in pain.. she sit in front of her again and put her hand on the back of her daughter's hand to pull the latter, and she turned her face to the other side, completely refusing to look.
"Don't worry.. i told him about your fear and he promised me he wouldn't come close From you"
She whispered to her, and Aila finally raised her eyes to her mother's face in shock.
"Wonderful..so wonderful! You married secretly from me. When you were on a business trip..and now you are telling me that you have divulged my secret that i trusted to someone I don't know..and surely he is using you for his material interests.."
She mocked her shaky tone to finally burst into tears, unable to bear it!..After all this suffering for all these years, It ended up like this !
Her mother cursed her stupidity to back off and decided to withdraw.. She doesn't want to talk to her any more than she did, it's too late and she already told him!..there is no way back!
she don't want to hurt her any more!!
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The girl with the cute bunny features opened the door of her humble home to catch a glimpse of her brother sitting chaotically on the sofa while cigarettes and empty alcohol bottles all surrounded him.
She turned her eyes wearily because of his condition, which had become his daily routine for many years, as he is such an alcoholic and drug addict!
Indeed, he turned to her with his cold eyes and those halos that surrounded his eyes in a frightening manner and his lips cracked by those toxins that enter his body and eat up his insides.
"Calisto!! What a mess!" She shrieked,
arching his lips, smiling at his side, and hem in his seat, staring into the void in front of him. A few seconds passed, and he answered her coldly:
finally you're back !! I haven't seen your face all week!!"
He changed the subject, and his tone was withered and lifeless, indicating that its owner was leading himself to doom, blinded by insight!..he does not realize what is ahead of him!..does not realize the black path that he follows!
"Yes, I was working at the palace...Ms. volcar came back today from her trip...Do you know that her daughter didn't know about her marriage!!"
She spoke excitedly so that his turn would come with the heart of his eyes... She will start speaking now and will not end until the sun rises. She is a moving tongue as he describes it, not only him!.. but all those who know her without exception!
"Not now Mina..please I'm tired"
He muttered in his tired voice, furrowing her eyebrows in anger, as her brother withers day after day. He is already in a state of pre-curl in stages!..he may end up dead or arrested!
By drug of various sizes and shapes! And the cheap alcohol that he consumes where he buys it cheaply, especially the smoking that it eats with his lips to make them pale blue and makes his chest contract a few times a day because of the ignition!
"Calisto..please stop taking these poisons..I'm not ready to lose my brother either..'
She lowered her hands to the ground to remove the grocery bag
But that man fell ill, clutching the flask of alcohol, avoiding.
his sister, consciously ignoring what she said
recommend him
"It's too late Mina...it's already too late..."
He whispered and rolled into that only small room in the house, leaving his sister to mourn for her brother's condition, which is retreating from life step by step...
She looked at the table in the middle of the Living room
She was filled with all those poisons scattered on her edge and on the floor.. She sighed with regret and blotted her arms after lifting her smooth hair up..
She took a deep breath to start collecting trash and tears had refused to fall on her cold cheeks due to the weather.. She: She feels sad because if her brother disappeared from existence, there would be no one left to support her!.. to realize that she must suffer..
As for that addict, he was lying on that little bed , looking at the sun outside and sipping from his bottle little by little, and as soon as he finished it, he stared at it with a mysterious smile whispering:
"If I could go back to make you come back to life I would!"
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that poor girl threw herself on the bed, her bed that testified to the pain that occupied her heart to fill every bottom with it!
The crumbs of the past are still flying around her, for she is stuck with those memories!..the memories that keep tasting her tears without pity for her condition!..
She can't tell anyone about what she has experienced, even her mother never asked her about the reason for her rare fear that surrounds her in a dark corner, preventing her from continuing!
Does the disease come out of nowhere?
She was raped and abused her life and adolescence.
To live an inescapable hell of tears and oppression with a part of.
Thinking to end this alleged life! A cotton colored in black has passed over her life to turn it into a point of Darkness no way out of it at all!
She suffered a lot from people who tried to destroy her repeatedly, but they succeeded in it in a perfect way!..to the extent that this fear occupied her whole soul perfectly!
Imagine that a poor soul was raped in a place devoid of life!..a place that was like a dark nightmare that completely occupied her mind!
She had a mental illness called Androphobia!
After she resisted on a night that witnessed her screaming and moaning!.. a night that witnessed the breaking of her teenage basil!.. she even stayed in this house for ten years without leaving it!
Even before all these years and after her heinous accident, she had been absent from the medias because she was very famous!.. for falsifying the news of her death, which fell like a thunderbolt on her father and uncle's companies!
She even lost everything!.. her confidence in males in particular!.. she became afraid of her father and refused to approach him no matter what happened!..
Which made her commit to a psychiatrist's appointments to tell her about her mental illness that controlled her!..She was going to overcome it, but she refused!..on the pretext that everything was over!...
She was betrayed by the people closest to her heart at that time!..and realized that her confidence was really blind!..
A gasp escaped from her little lips, and she wiped her tears coarsely from the tip of her eyelashes, and whispered in a low voice that could hardly reach her ears.
"I hate you all"
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[it's done ✅]
