63《Test》

I was going to move towards him, but the girl next to me grabbed my hand in fear.

She was looking at me with eyes that said "don't go".

I froze.

am i gone

am i gone?

If I go I will lose my moonlight energy, if I don't it will kill me behind me.

It will seriously kill you!

I feel so!

Argh!

I looked at Li Shi as if he wanted to kill her, he had brought all this on himself!

But he had turned to dust, he had disappeared directly.

ShiLa "..."

I will take my revenge Li Shiiiii!!!!!!

The atmosphere was getting worse and worse. Especially since the girl held my hand.

And since I have no intention of walking towards it.

"Shi La, come here," Yifan gently repeated.

When he smiled even more, his demons whispered, "If you don't go, you're going to be up to your neck in shit."

I've always listened to you until now, I hope you won't let me down this time, my devils!

I looked at Yifan again.

I unconsciously started walking towards him.

And when I came to myself, I was holding the hand that he extended to me.

He took my hand and moved on.

I came to myself half way.

huh?

This Yifan definitely has hypnotic abilities!!

When I remembered later, I asked, "Where are we going?"

"We're in the same room," he said, looking at the bracelet in my hand.

I looked at the number on my wrist.

So this was my room number?

Ah...

I didn't even realize we were holding hands until we got to the door. The warmth on my wrist was gone when I suddenly let go of my hand.

You feel weird when suddenly you get used to it and what you used to suddenly moves away from you.

I felt weird.

***

I mean, I seriously didn't think I'd be living in the same dorm with Yifan. Never.

Oh man, there are so many coincidences in my life, which is not surprising.

He threw the bag I brought to the dormitory on the floor and I took off my pajamas. If I didn't take a good shower, I would die of exhaustion.

Here's a good hot shower that takes all the tension out of my muscles.

Then sleep.

The exam was so tiring.

I went into the bathroom with my pajamas and bathrobe. I cleaned the tub first with a bleach, then with a spirit of salt.

Wherever I went, I couldn't get rid of my obsession with this kind of cleaning.

Actually, I was not obsessed with cleanliness, I was a messy but not dirty person. I could only be overly cautious about certain things. For example, washing my hands in the tap for half an hour before cooking, or washing my hands at least 30 times a day, taking a shower every morning when I wake up, and not wearing the clothes I wear today, tomorrow. In fact, these were normal things for some, but when it came to me, it was even more difficult. It took me at least 2 hours to take a bath that sometimes they called me seriously obsessed.

Here are the basic cleaning rules, common in every devil. But I realized that my behavior was a bit extreme for people.

These things were normal, as demons love beauty.

I stepped into the hot water in the tub, and my body finally relaxed.

After a sigh of relief, I stared at my flat chest for a moment. Even though I was in a man's body, I did not feel surprisingly uncomfortable, in fact, I had ignored it until now.

It's true, I've never been someone who behaved according to my gender, I was like that when I was a girl, my body became a man, I became a human, again nothing has changed.

That's why I often ignore this event. What was the difference?

After all, the difference between boys and girls was physiological and all. Since I have nothing to do with this sexuality etc., what should I do about this for now?

But what happened today made me feel a little strange.

So imagine if someone of the same sex looks at you passionately, wouldn't you shudder?

Especially today's girl seemed a little crazy. The way he looked at me made me feel so wrong, indescribable.

But it was Yifan's behavior that really made me feel awkward and speechless. Why did I feel weird there?

No, I'm not an idiot, I won't be an idiot either, I smelled jealousy from him. Especially when his eyes were looking at me, I felt like I was the prey and my whole life was in his hands and he was merciful to me. This feeling was vague and hidden, but as someone with a seriously keen sense, I'm sure of it.

The real question is, why was Yifan jealous?

The girl is really pretty. But was she jealous of her daughter or me?

He thinks I'm a man but!!!

I held my head hard and swallowed, was he gay?

Or was he just a normal person and I seduced him? How do I seduce this man before I even touch him?

Or do I misunderstand?

Because that was just not possible. Come on, imagine the same situation happening to you.

Would you come to this conclusion directly?

I scratched my chin. But it was just not likely.

Or was it something else? After all, at that moment his voice was displeased, but maybe it wasn't jealousy?

I held my hair in confusion.

Alright...

Argh!

I ruffled all my hair in anger. Thinking! Thinking! Best to leave this for later!

After I washed myself thoroughly, I also removed the foam on my head with water and started to dry my body with my bathrobe.

I always had the habit of getting dressed in the bathroom.

I suddenly scratched my chin, but let me see. This is a good opportunity. Why don't I use this to test Yifan?

I came out of the bathroom in my bathrobe and pajamas. Yifan was also in the room as I expected.

He was sitting on his bed, leaning back, seriously reading a few papers in his hand.

Based on what I read in the novel, my experience in TV series and movies, I say that if he has feelings for me, he should react if he sees my body.

So even if he tries to keep himself calm or something, he can at least act like it's normal, but his ears will still turn red or something.

He's been treating me like air since I got out of the bathroom. I looked at her ears, which were slightly visible in her long swaying hair. His color was normal, that is, he did not blush.

Breathing was also normal.

Hmm?

Hold on, keep testing.

First I turned to face the bed, Yifan was standing behind me.

I pull up my robe and show my shoulders.

All of a sudden, a sudden shiver ran through my entire body, I shuddered so much that my body was clearly trembling.

The feeling of being watched by prey.

I swallowed hard and quickly turned around.

normal ?

He was just holding his position, there was no change.

Am I going crazy?

Ok, I'm right in my suspicions, but there are no signs to support my suspicion?

I turned my back on Yifan again.

I smelled my arm, it smells good.

Even I liked the smell of my own body. All my acquaintances and even Li Shi love my scent. That's why I don't use perfume, because I really like the smell of my body.

Now I have bathed and my body smells of its own pure scent with no effect.

I nodded with decision. I was going to do a final test, if he was interested in me, the fox's tail would appear soon.

Still not covering my shoulders, I slowly approached Yifan. I started the conversation and, pretending to see the papers in his hand, I moved closer to him without revealing my intentions.

I bent down so there was Yifan sitting on the bed just under my chin.

"What are you doing ?"

I asked with interest. My eyes fell on the documents in his hand, huh? It was a language written in an unknown alphabet.

Anyway, that's not the point.

I turned my attention to Yifan. He slowly lifted his head and looked at me disinterestedly and said, "You wouldn't understand."

For the first time since I came out of the bathroom, he was paying attention to me, and he was directly expressing the indifference in his eyes.

A faint emotion appeared in his eyes as his eyes fell on my neck and shoulder,

-disgust.

Her deep blue eyes regained their indifference and turned back to the papers in her hand.

I had the answer.

I relaxed and went back to bed.

While I was drying with my bathrobe and putting on my pajamas, I felt stares in the scorching heat.

I turned around again, everything was normal.

I sighed.

I clearly saw the disgust in your eyes, what else is this test?

Dishonest Li Shi must have confused me because I even started imagining wrong things.

Tomorrow I will ask him for his account, then he will see what it means to confuse me.

I threw the bathrobe directly into the washbasin in the bathroom.

I had wiped my hair but it was still wet and assuming I didn't have a hair dryer I couldn't have messed with my hair any longer.

Tiredness has already settled, I will pass and go to bed.

I went straight to bed, I'm so tired and I can't spend energy on covering the duvet.

-To be continued-