51《Forget it!》

"Brother"

I couldn't continue.

I really don't know what to say.

He took my hand and walked towards the door. He pressed the door on the floor and walked away silently without turning around. The atmosphere fell into silence.

I stood frozen in my place.

I feel like I've been eaten by a fly. This disgusting feeling does not leave me.

And...

Why do I feel the need to explain it to him?

Is it because he is my brother?

No, I don't think so.

Maybe I'm more attached to him than I thought.

He took my hand as he was about to leave, "Ayuan, it's better that we cut our relationship this way."

He looked at me solemnly and said, "Help me, after helping me I will forget you lied to me and everything that happened between us."

I didn't hesitate.

It would be better if Ayuan didn't hold grudges.

"What do you want?"

"My parents made a promise, so they're trying to force me to marry a man."

"I'm not an idiot who will settle for what someone else imposes on me. It's my life and I make my own choices. I'm not okay with this relationship."

"I'll even start a war if necessary, but I don't have that power. I want to get the job done as easily as possible"

I started to think.

"Who is this person?" I asked. If it's someone I know, it would be easy to figure this out.

"I don't know. It's so ironic isn't it? They're trying to give me to someone I don't know," she said sarcastically.

I said, "I have two easy solutions. If the man is influential, you have to be with someone more influential than him." He looked at me and said "you" with a grin. I shook my head and refused. "I can't deal with this."

Ayuan waited for me to express my other opinion.

"Or you can be stronger than that person and crush him like an insect with your power"

Hearing that, he said with a big smile, "I love it!" she said. Suddenly his face turned thoughtful, "But, how am I going to do that?"

It was hard to do that in a short time, she.

"I have a company. It's small, but I'm planning to combine magic and technology soon. I can make you the representative of this company." Ayuan was a remarkable, beautiful and intelligent girl. With his help, the company could become even more interesting.

"Products that combine magic and technology? That's very interesting! Okay then, you'll let me know when the time comes." He suddenly put his hand on my shoulder and whispered in my ear, "I'll forget the events from before, but I see you as my sister," she chuckled.

"Sister? My first and only sister betrayed me for the last time. I have no intention of experiencing something like this again," he looked at me, stroking my shoulder. When I said, "Shura, it's obvious that this time it was you who betrayed and I was the one who was betrayed," I sighed and said, "So be it."

When I left there, my mind was still on my brother.

His last helpless departure from here became a memory that settled in my heart.

I felt as if something was stuck in my throat and that bite was not passing.

As I left and walked down the quiet street, my hands searched for my cigarette.

While I was taking it out randomly and drinking it, I noticed that this one was cherry flavored. My footsteps were the only thing that accompanied me on the empty street as the sour taste was pouring into my mouth.

Disturbing.

This feeling is still uncomfortable. It's very disturbing. Instead of passing, it's like a curse that gets stronger and stronger, that sits in my heart like a lump and that doesn't part.

Really...

I'm so attached to him...

I never thought I would care so much about your feelings.

I tried to forget about it like I always do.

Forget Shura. Don't care. Since when do you think of others so much?

Forget.

Forget and don't remember again.

Damn I can't forget!

It's not out of my head!

-To be continued-