35《Complexity》
Shura stared blankly for a while, then digested the events.
"Why did he react like that?!"
He narrowed his eyes.
He said he didn't love her, but what if he lied?
But he's not gay.
He remembered the first time they met. Away from everyone. She didn't like anyone touching her.
And she was touching him out of spite to piss him off.
Then she was miserably punished by her older brother.
But over time, this sense of distance faded. From time to time, his brother patted his head, surprisingly. Over time she became accustomed to his touch.
Even though they're not that close...
Maybe this time he was still continuing his old habit because he was so close and he reacted like this because he couldn't get used to it?
one of the two.
I took a picture.
Anyway, I didn't get the drink!
*cries*
***
On the other hand, he calmed himself by retreating to a quiet place.
She calmed her heart.
She calmed her feelings, her thoughts.
Damn, like a poison!
What would he explain to her if he couldn't stand it and did something?
"You call me brother, but I don't approach you with these feelings and I have impure desires for you"? Was he going to say that?
She held her face in her palm as she sighed in distress. She leaned against the wall, massaging the bridge of her nose.
She stood there for a while.
The breeze ruffled her hair, she.
She doesn't know how idle she is, but she couldn't help but rethink the situation.
What will happen ?
Seriously what will this be?
What will be the end?
He loves Shura. He seriously loves it. This is not a simple desire.
He wants her, but he also wants her heart.
He wants her to laugh.
She likes to be happy.
These moves hurt him. He shouldn't, but he can't resist the temptation either.
She might have taken a ruthless approach if it were any other matter. She would snatch what she wanted by force, with force!
But that is not the case in this case.
First of all, he loves her, but she also respects him. Besides, she doesn't like her being upset, so how can someone hurt her?
It's stuck.
His chest is on fire.
Painful.
She can't leave him, can't let go.
If something else happened, what he would normally do is destroy it straight away!
Is there an enemy?
Destroy it!
Did someone declare war on you?
Burn and destroy!
Is someone leaving you?
Be the first to strike back and leave without looking back!
Someone turned against you?
Crush with your might!
Because it was the shortest and easiest solution. Things were done simply. But this is a very different matter. And very, very different.
For example, Ayuan can easily approach Shura and express her feelings because she is a girl.
Ayuan is an enemy.
His rival.
And as he sees Shura approaching, the flames inside him are burning. Jealous, he wants to hinder and tear Ayuan apart!
But what about Shura?
What if she loves him?
Does he feel sorry for hurting Ayuan? Does his life decide? Will he love her to death and commit suicide?
"Don't be silly, it's Shura. We're talking about Shura. Do you think she'd do something like that?" The little boy, the size of a finger, disguised as a demon, sat on his left shoulder and spoke sarcastically.
Yifan's eyes slightly deepened. So what stands? Ayuan is a threat! What if he seduces Shura?
"Are you sure ?" The angel on his right shoulder also sarcastically asked Yifan.
"Seriously Yifan? Weren't you just like Shura until you fell in love with her? You hardly cared for someone. Even though you have family, you haven't been as attached to them as Shura. And if Shura is as attached to Ayuan as you are?"
Yifan hesitated.
"Imagine the pain you would feel when you lost Shura, the same pain Shura would experience losing Ayuan. You can't kill her"
Angel sat on his shoulder and swung his feet. Then he laughed sarcastically.
"But Yifan, it's really true that love blinds the eyes. You're stupid," said the angel.
"It is true that Shura and Ayuan are engaged, but did you not notice anything in Shura? Remember."
"Shura never looked at Ayuan with the same eyes that you look at Shura. In short, Shura is just having fun hehe" The angel disappeared with a devilish smile from a demon.
As Yifan froze, he grew older and lost himself in his thoughts again.
True.
Shura doesn't love anyone yet.
Including Ayuan.
But she doesn't like him either.
He frowned.
She felt as if she was trapped in a maze with no exit.
-To be continued-