06《A warm feeling》
I saw again the time when I went to the lake of consciousness while asleep.
It was then that I told the woman that I wanted to know everything about myself.
The woman asked me hesitantly, "Are you sure?" she had asked.
Accepting without hesitation, I remembered everything about myself.
Everything.
Now I understood the reason for the hesitation of the woman in the Lake of Consciousness.
If I didn't know the truth about myself, I would be a normal person and live happily as a normal person.
How did I come to this world?
By doing something I shouldn't.
Few people learned the truth about me. I don't know if Urmaline is among them.
I committed a sin by exposing the demon people eheheh...
By building hell!
I am hated.
I want to be killed.
I wanted to escape their punishment and live as a normal person now.
Lord of the lake of consciousness...
It was me from the very beginning.
That woman was the one who erased my memory, now she is the one who gave me my memory back.
Although I did not regain my memory instantly, I did slowly.
What if I hadn't met?
I would live as a human being, concentrate on the qi energy with the power rules of this world, and meditate and energize for a lifetime, step by step to get stronger, have a master, and treat that 'family' that doesn't really exist as my own family. With lies...
But the reality is exactly the opposite.
Who am I kidding?
I am homeless.
I am alone, I am family.
Hated, wanted to be killed, a goddamn demon lord in everyone's eyes.
If the other 9 Lords and everyone around me knew that I was actually the beginning of evil hahahah....
My bad reputation would definitely level up.
Ah...
I exhaled.
How weird...
One life.
It's loaded.
Looking at the arms that hugged me even tighter, I said, "Brother, I want you to quit now, I can't breathe."
He didn't move.
"Brother, I'm fine, don't worry, I'm still not crazy. I'm on my mind"
He hugged me tighter and patted my head.
Oh, it smells good. My brother really smells better than me.
"Brother, do you love me?" "You're as narcissistic as always," she said, turning her head from the pillow to me and pinching her cheek.
He caressed my clenched cheek, "So what, you don't like it?" I said.
He looked at me as if he was looking at me with a brain disorder and I said, "Okay, okay, don't get me wrong."
Did Anastasia think that Ye Qin was in love with me and gave her heaven?
So I still haven't won the bet?
Well never mind, let him think so.
The given goods cannot be taken back ehehheheh...
I grabbed his arm around my neck and looked at him and asked, "How did you find me, brother?"
His face darkened and he looked at me.
It was silent.
eh?
What happened ?
I was speechless when I said, "You left me," squeezing my cheek even harder.
Well...
Heh heh...
"I'm sorry bro"
I may have approached him with a purpose then, but now I had no purpose.
It has no purpose either.
"Brother, why are you chasing me so persistently?" I couldn't help but ask this. The reason for his behavior made me meaningless. There were millions of other people besides me. Why me ? He could find a lot of 'brothers' to him, though...
He stroked my hair and looked at me gently.
I saw my own illusion in your blue glassy eyes, it was just me.
When he said "You are my sweet brother" a feeling took over my body, this feeling caused me to tremble.
Sweet...
This is the first time I've been called that.
Sweet huh...
My eyes got wet for no reason.
I hugged him even tighter and said "Brother...".
It feels good to have someone by your side.
This person...
He is not afraid of me.
She doesn't hate me.
On the contrary, he helps me whenever I need it.
It's a weird feeling.
It's a warm feeling.
I enjoy.
-To be continued-