Everything, everything...

Every morning I roll over in my bed and after a nasty yawn I pull her closer to me and whisper in her ear

"Good morning gorgeous"

But this morning was different. I could feel it in my bones that everything has changed, and when I peaked towards her side of the bed, my worst fears had turned into a reality and I completely felt numb.

Have you ever met someone who resonates with you? Someone who feels like they are a missing part of you? I don't believe in just love, I believe in efforts. I think if you really want something, you don't dream of having it. Instead you don't sleep until you make it yours. That's what I did with her, but now she was gone. She had vanished and I had no idea what I did to deserve a fate like that but I was sure it was because of me. So I lied down on my back, starring at the ceiling as I played in my head the very first time I laid eyes on her, over and over again until I couldn't separate my imagination from reality.

She was walking home from her college and I was visiting an old friend in a distinct town. When she stepped out of her college gate, I could see magic in her eyes. She was tall and slender, with brown eyes and hair that could hypnotise you. She was just perfectly tanned; too white to be brown and too brown to be white. As I said, "perfectly tanned!".

"She is pretty isn't she?" Adam appeared out of no where and caught me starring…

"She's alright " I said like I didn't care much. But in reality, she was everything I could ever ask for, but I didn't deserve her. We were exact opposites. How can someone like her ever end up with someone like me? I was no one, and she was everything, Everything!

She caught me eyeing her so hard, but she didn't care. She gave a little smile which revealed the dimples on her face and I was lost. From that moment, my sole purpose was to get her. As if I had challenged myself to earn a precious trophy or something. She left, and so did my appetite and sleep. I couldn't focus at work, I was behind on my bills, and rent but I couldn't care less. All I did all day long was playing that moment repeatedly like an orchestra. I didn't know humans were addictive or I would have been careful. If looks could kill, she would be the most wanted serial killer in the whole universe. It wasn't just the beauty you see on the outside, it was the innocence and purity of her heart reflecting bright on her face that drove me crazy. In that one look, I was hers and hers only. I knew I had to win her at any cost, consequences be damned!