introduction

Hi Everyone. Not like I'm going to use my real name lol. Let's say my name is Perfect. I'm 23, a proud virgo. And I welcome you to my diary. Here I get to write how my entire day went. Currently I'm in a 3years relationship with someone I'm sure my mom won't approve lol. I'm staying off campus and I'm in my first year in the university. Life right now is very terrible. I'm exhausted as it is. I'm adhd and also I have depression. I hope commenters will be nice and I hope and pray I'd have people who are almost experiencing same thing as me talk about what they go through. This is a safe space for everyone who are not heard and who will very much like to be heard. Im at this point or rather crossroad In my life where I feel I'm a failure and I pray and hope I'm not the worse of all my mothers children between I have 3 sisters and a brother and I'm the second child. I love my mom and I love my family. I used to believe family comes first. But darlings you should always put yourself first. You always come first. Always. Having a pretty big stomach and low self esteem, I have come to understand I don't love myself as much as I should and I settle for trash because of money. My man has been the only constant thing in my life. Well if you exclude my failure. But in all I'm fine and I believe everything is going to be fine. It's all going to work at in the end.