An Ugly Affair

I hated people, but what did I hate more? Myself, currently, at least.

I'd made the mistake of loving someone once, I had promised myself I wouldn't do it again but somehow that promise evaporated when Rose came along.

I didn't regret it, but if I could've stopped it. I would have.

Standing with now dry tears on my cheeks looking at a sobbing Rose and a Cedric who looked not even slightly guilty had made me understand it, and that was the moment I decided to never make the same mistake again- not that I had a lot of time to do it anyway.

One thing was for certain, I could only rely on myself, I had me and me only.

I wondered how long their affair had lasted, Rose trusted people easily but I didn't, however, I had given her clues of what my upcoming project was.

If she happened to mention it to Cedric my entire plan was certain to fail.

He now had it against me, it was a mistake to not have bitten my tongue in the proper moment before spilling my guts out of anger.