painless death

ok finally found a way to die painlessly that is dying when you are sleeping taking away your dreams with you and people will forgot you in a day or two so it doesn't matter if you are worried about your family and friends. Remember that people will want you not for who you are rather what you can do for them and you can't change this.

You can't suffer yourlifetine just because of other people and i don't want to f*ck the world just because i don't have any will to live i have watched several non suicidal videos but the thing remains after a year so i can't do anything about it.

You can die with assistance by injecting certain drugs which can cause sudden arrhythmia after you sleep after that your heart will stop pumping blood and your nrain will die first after your brain die you don't feel anything. Write in a contract that no one should use your body parts for donation so they don't catch your emptyness even by your parts.

Maybe life is for dump people who can fit in any circumstances and their ability to change themselves to the environment not for the people who can't do anything about it and thinking that we should not born in the first place life is forced upon us and we can't live like this i'm waiting for the right time to come. Because the amount of toxicity we give off is unbearable both for us and others, we want to change but we can't change no matter how hard we try.