Chapter 19 I can't refuse you

When I heard the answer, my heart gave a violent leap. I could not even look up into his eyes.

Was it true that he professed to like me? I was confused and excited. I was not sure that what he called liking was the same as what I thought.

What I want was love between lovers, and when he said things like that, was it simply another kind of love?

Alpha, the most powerful of the wolf clans, adored his slaves, which was amazing.

The constant silence complicated the atmosphere at this time. We listened to each other's heartbeats, and surmised each other's thoughts.

His hand was behind my back, slowly working its way up my spine. Every inch of my body that he touched thrilled me like a faint electric current. Oh, I must confess that my body was slowly growing fond of his touch.

When his hand came to the back of my neck, he paused, and then his fingers went from the back of my neck to the middle of my chest and neck.

His hand continued to slide up, then gently raised my chin. Now I had to look him in the eye.

I looked timidly into his eyes, and his lovely eyes were blazing with fire. This time, I read his eyes.

It was desire, it was possession.

"Give me your answer." He said.

My breathing had become rapid, and I was embarrassed. I did not think I could lie to him, but it was even more difficult for me to tell the real answer.

"Is it difficult for you?" His tone had hardened. "I order you to answer my question."

He spoke to me in an alpha tone, as if some irresistible force in my body urged me to say the answer that was buried in my heart.

"Yes, I love you, too." When I had finished, I immediately turned away in shame. Now I was like a shy girl expressing her feelings to the boy she liked.

I was afraid he would refuse me, but I wanted him to know how I felt about him. No, he just gave me the answer.

But was that the answer I wanted?

Devon, however, held me fast in his arms, his head resting on my shoulder, and I heard him muttering in my ear.

"Aray, my good girl. What do you want me to do?"

I could sense that he was caught in the middle of a contradiction. When he clung to me, it seemed as if I should leave him at any moment. I know very well that there will be no future between us.

"If, I can't give you an heir." I whispered, "Will you still set me free?"

Inevitably there were some problems between us. We should give each other a lifebuoy before I get completely caught up in the maelstrom of this relationship.

I did not wish one of us to drown.

He released his hold on my body, then slowly leaned back until his back was against the couch. I saw that the flame which had been flickering in his eyes was growing smaller and smaller, and at last dying out.

He looked at me coolly, but in less than a minute he was Alpha Devon again.

I could feel his strong breath, as it had been when I first met him.

This breath was slowly stretching the distance between us, even though I was still sitting on his lap, even though his hand is still on my waist.

I understood that it was not age, but class, that we could not cross. The slavery of the Wolf Clan, which lasted almost a hundred years, made our love for each other cheap and fragile.

Like an ignorant child chasing bubbles in the sun, you were highly excited when lovely bubbles float in front of you and you wanted to have them. But when you gently touched it, the bubble instantly disappears in front of your eyes.

Our love was like a bubble in the sun, and beauty was ever short-lived.

"I don't want to answer this question now." He had a deep voice with a hint of bitterness.

"Please, let me know the answer." I prayed to him.

Even though I understood that he would refuse, I still wanted to hear from him to make me give it up. I did not want to be tortured by love again.

He inhaled deeply, and the breath he exhaled wound slowly around my cheeks. I breathed his scent as if he were inside me.

His breath continually fascinated me.

"No." He gave his answer at last.

"I will only set you free after you have given birth to an heir for me." His hand caressed my cheek.

"Before that, I will try my best to give you everything you want."

was this compensation? I felt a bit lost.

"Be my lover." He said.

Oh, and it turned out he wanted not only my body, but my love. What a greedy man.

Now it was my turn to be silent. I looked at him as he looked at me now. Yet he drew me close to him.

"I thought I would never feel love for another woman again." He buried his head in my breast. "I thought my love for you was simply an illusion. I have even tried to keep you at a distance, but I cannot help thinking of you. You are special, Aray."

You are special, Aray. Has he mentioned this to other women?

"You are mine."

His mouth invaded my lips unmercifully, and then his tongue groped in my mouth. I learned from submission to pandering, and I put my arm around his neck to deepen the kiss.

The movement aroused his desire, and a dull grunt came from his throat. The next second he was dragging me up by the hips, and I was on my feet with my legs around his waist.

I bowed my head and stared at him. At this moment his eyes once more kindled with the flame of desire. He tried to carry me toward the bedroom, but when he reached the table he let me down.

He stooped and pulled my dress up to my waist. I sobbed as he pulled my underwear up to the middle of my thigh. His huge, hard penis slid between my legs, and I groaned eagerly. I tried to spread my legs, but they were still tightly bound by my underwear. But he does not need me to do this. I was soaked to the skin, and all he had to do was push his swollen head up to my lips, and he began to slide in.

I groaned deeply and clung to the edge of vanity as my host began to feed his penis into my aching, smooth vulva. He hissed in my ear, jerked his hips forward, and rushed in until my lips parted in a cry, and I felt his chiseled abdominal muscles against my ass. He groaned and bent his penis inside me, causing me to groan, and then he pulled it out and put it back in. His hand was on my hip and his other hand was in my hair, and then he started to fuck me. I cried out in sheer delight, and the first sensation of his collision with me from behind made me wetter and more eager than ever. Over and over again, his thick, gorgeous penis slid deep into me, filling me with him.

Every time I pulled and inserted, my lips clung to him, trying to pull him back into my body, and the flame inside me began to grow. I groaned and turned my head away. He leaned over and laid his lips on mine. He pulled my hair and made me sob with pleasure, and then I shouted with ecstasy as he worked my pussy hard and deep.

I could feel my moisture dripping from my vulva to his testicles, and I began to lose control. I leaned back against him and reached back with one hand to grab his hip. He slammed into me and bellowed through my air, and my whole body began to tense and tremble. Time and again, he buried his hard penis in my smooth, taut vulva until, suddenly, I started to fall.

"I'm coming!" I screamed. "I'm coming! I'm coming!"

As the climax swept over me, I screamed and dug my nails into the dresser and his buttocks. He groaned and thrust himself hard and fast into me, filling me again and again with his massive penis. I shouted, and one climax gave way to another, and my whole world melted away around me. His arms were about me, clasping me, working me hard and fast at the same time, until suddenly he shook and roared deep within me. "I'm fucking coming, sweety" he moaned.

"Come inside me!" I gasped. "I want to feel you! Oh, fuck!" As I felt him begin to fill me, I groaned, loving the feeling of his pulse in my body. His hot semen shot deep into my vulva, and his hips pinned me to the table as he poured his testicles into me.

"Aray, my good girl!" He growled. "I want you to feel that I am there. I want you to feel my semen dripping from your pussy and leaking into your underwear."

The next second, I felt my vulva filled with his sperm. I hugged him contentedly.

Oh! Alpha Devon, I shall love you. But I would give this love a time-limit, until I was free. I shall love you like a lover!