1 Prologue

<p>I'm at the end of my life....<br/><br/>I have thought many times that death would be a relief for me.....<br/> <br/>I've experience being molested at ten and growing up I have to many doubts...<br/><br/>I let myself submerged to self pity, anxiety and insecurity through out my life....<br/><br/>I make myself worthless because of pressured, I put....<br/><br/>I can't commit to any relationship because of self pity. Thinking I don't deserve any of it.<br/><br/>I have lived my life being a normal office worker.....<br/><br/>I tried everything.... <br/><br/>Single, lonely and poor that's what I am.....<br/><br/>Everything is dark...<br/><br/>Is this really how my life would be?<br/><br/>I've been to engrossed in the bad experience that I didn't get to enjoy the life that I had.....<br/><br/>I always imagine if there is really a rebirth. I wish to live a life without insecurity and be happy with everything.<br/><br/>So at my death bed in this white four corner walls.<br/><br/> As I take my last breath...<br/><br/>"Please fulfill my wish" ....</p>