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Chapter 20

“I know.” The sound barely surfaces from Seth’s pillow that Connor currently uses as a drowning aid. “I’m trying.”

“Yeah?”

Connor lifts his head with a sharp indrawn breath. And then he sighs deeply. He doesn’t seem to have wanted to leave his little hiding place so the pillow probably worked a little too well.

Seth wants to assure Connor that everything is fine, but Seth’s unsure how to manage it. A touch on the arm? A kiss on the cheek? Seth doesn’t know. That’s a consequence of their changed relationship. Would they now have problems being next to each other? What about being there for each other?

‘Stop it,’ Seth tells himself. ‘There were plenty of times when you didn’t know what to do.’ And Seth realizes that it’s true, there were times when his wish to make Connor happy had overrun his imagination and Seth had no idea what to do. But that had never stopped him. Why would it stop him now?