I Hurted You Thousands Time, Can You Still Forgive Me?
Meanwhile, Shega Hariga who sat soundlessly on one chair at the kitchen, waiting for the soup to boil, he remembered something. A dark memories.
"I will not let you down."
"I will be the girl, that will love you sincerely...!!! Hahahahaha!"
Seems like the laughter still clearly could be heard inside his ears. He pushed his finger over his muscled chest.
"Shega, please don't throw that book away! Please.. Don't read that book..!" A girl in half-crying screamed out. She tried to reach the book, the book where did he read loudly before. About love.
Towards him.
"Heh, brother Shega, rip off that book!" a guy, no one except his own friend, Tashiyama, a big gangster squad of him, laughed like a crazy person. That book content just too amusing!
"Wait, wait, wait.. Let me read more..! Okay, Shega Hariga.. I really appreciate the way you looks, and your smile.. You are an angle in my eyes..! Ahhahhahaha! I can't hold it anymore!" his figure laughed terribly, struck into his mind. He was sad, he was guilty. He hated himself.
For being so rude and bad towards a girl named..
SooYang.
He threw the book from a window near him. Laughing maniacally with his gang and also a few girls. He loved that, long ago.
And he extremely hated that for now.
'Oh God, can I went back to the past.. Can I redo everything.. Can I make it better again, piece by piece..?!' he screamed alone, loudly inside his heart.
He still remembered the way SooYang cried hurtfully and soundlessly alone, while taking a thousand steps downstairs, saving her book. Her only place to tell everything in honesty.
"You are bad! I hate you!" SooYang cried hurtfully towards him, and maybe she couldn't hold it anymore, she pushed him away, with all her strength.
And that strength seems not even make him suffer even a piece.
"Awh.. My secret lover.. You hate me..? Nuuu, sob! Hahaha! So what if you hate me, stupid girl?! I don't even care!" he said playfully without any mercy, and he pulled all her hair..
Till' she bleed.
"I hurt you too much.. Will be able to forgive me, SooYang?" drip-drop..he cried to remember all bad things he done to her.
He loved her, but he.. Don't dare to love her. He was a bad guy towards her, he was nothing except a devil on her.
"Shega?" a voice come behind him, and he beckoned after wiping a lil bit of his tears. "Ah, Soo.. Eh! My soup!!" suprised, he immediately flew away towards the gas cooker, and turn it off. Phew.
"Emm, this looks good! Let's eat upstairs,Shega.. I have a place that suited us..!" SooYang looked cheerish. She realised Shega Hariga looked awkward and a little sad. "Are you alright?"
Shega Hariga nodded, and then he smirked, carrying two bowl of soup, a slice of papaya and two glass of water. Not forgotten, the medicine. "Show me that date place of ours."
SooYang smiled and blushed at the same time. But, then she come closer towards Shega Hariga, helped him to carry some desserts.
"Upstairs, let's go!" she guide him, and pleasantly he smiled. People make wrongdoings, and so do him. He will make sure she will enjoy his company.
For the rest of her life, he swore he will stay..
By her side.
Even in lies, forever.