36 I want more

"No I need to know! What are we!?"

*Le silence*

[ Heyden's pov ]

"W-what?" He whispered.

"I am so confused right now, we do all this shit that couples do but we aren't together. I want more than this and I need to know if you are going to give me that." I cried. I wanted this to be a peaceful conversation but I am so tired of us saying we're just friends even though we do all this couples stuff.

He looked at me, his eyes filled with so many emotions. "I- You want more? What does that mean?" He said. I wanted so bad to kick him but I restrained myself.

"I want to have someone I can call mine without having to worry if I am just a stand in until you find someone. I want to go on dates and hold hands, I want to be able to tell my mother that I am not a single co-parent. I want everyone to know that I am the love of your life and you are the love of mines. Please tell me if you want to be with me or not, because all this thinking about whether or not you love me, just here for the babies, or if you are just tryna get your dick wet and plan to leave after you've had your fun is making my head hurt." At this point I was crying, hard.

He didnt say anything he just came closer and held me in his arms while I cried inaudible words into his chest. He whispered sweet nothings in my ear to try and calm me down.

"I am sorry baby... I didn't know you felt this way. I want you to know that I am not just using you, I love you, so much it hurts. I didnt say anything about it because I didn't want to scare you off or make a fool of myself. You are and always will be the love of my life." He said. The whole room fell silent.

I slowly moved out of his hold and looked at him. I searched his eyes to see if he was telling the truth, when I saw no sign of dishonesty I kissed him.

After pulling away I cried some more, this time from happiness. "I love you too, baby." I said. "I have waited a long time to ask you this..." He trailed off.

"What is it." I said, cluelessly. He backed away from me, and took a deep breath.

"Heyden, I have loved you since the day you walked into the classroom. When I saw you looking all nervous something inside me told me that you were going to be mine. That night at the party, when we did it, I was happy but you looked terrified, I wanted to cuddle you and tell you that it would all be ok, but.I really had to go. When you told me you were pregnant I was scared you were going to get rid of it and that you hated me. Whenever we have sex I want to say we are making love, but I felt that you were just horny because of the pregnancy. I love every part of you, the stretch marks created by our baby that you are carrying, your perfect brown skin that shines even in the dark, I love the scars that litter your arms and legs, no matter how ugly you think they are I want you to know that I worship every single one of them." He said. I grimaced when he mentioned the cuts that were either caused by me or HIM.

"What are you trying to say?" I asked, though I knew whay he was trying to say but I wanted to hear it come out of his mouth.

"What I am trying to say is, I love you, Hayden and I want to be with you. Will you be my boyfriend, and possibly more in the future?" I swear I almost died right there. I started crying like a child and clung on to him for dear life. 'Damn hormones.' I thought to myself.

I sniffled and looked up at him again. "I love you so much. I want to be with you too." I cried. He wasted no time and kissed me. It wasnt a lustful kiss, it was sweet and loving. We broke apart and stared into each others eyes.

" Will you be my boyfriend?" He asked.

"Yes, I would love to be your boyfriend." I answered.

I have a feeling things are going to get a lot better now.....

.....Or not....

A\N : This took far too long. I forgot all about this story so I could focus on my grades cuz a bitch was not going to summer school or repeating a year. Now that my grade is finalized and good I will be focusing more on the story.

Just wanted to say that I plan on the baby being born in the next 6-7 chapters. Heyden will be 7 months in the next chapter and was 5 1\2 months in this one so there will be a time skip.

Comment name suggestions on this paragraph, boy or girl and I will choose one I already know what I want the gender to be so you guys are gonna have to guess, I will pick the name that I like the most also what secondary gender should the baby be? Beta is off the tables cuz betas are just the regular-degular-shmegular humans. I will make a separate story for him\her once this one is finished it will be gay\lesbian ( there is a hint to the gender that I have put in this paragraph)

Bye-bye 👋🏾😁 Hope you enjoyed and dont forget to add this so that you never miss a chapter and I would appreciate if you guys would give this a good rating and comment.

thanks for reading