Losing You

It's raining tonight, I'm lying in bed looking at a photo of the two of us for some reason since you left I feel lost and don't know who to confide in. If I'm missing I can only stare at photos of the two of us in the past and photos of you on your social media accounts. I hope you send me messages again like before that always cheer me up and remind me to eat or take care of my health. I hope to see you smile at me again, I hope to hear your voice like before when you cheered me on in my sad times.

Now all that's left is a story between me and you, your jokes when I'm sad and your laughter when you're with me are vividly remembered in my mind. You and I have been on a different side even though now you have left the world, you are always in my heart forever. Honestly, I really miss wanting to meet you, there are many things I want to say to you, even though I can't say it directly anymore, there are things I want to do with you in the past.

Missing someone who has passed away is hard. I'm sorry I didn't quickly send your birthday gift on your birthday, I'm sorry I didn't meet you when you asked and asked me to meet, I'm sorry that I was never there for you even though you were always there whenever I needed. I also want to hear directly from you how you feel for me. There are many things I want to do for you, if I could go back in time and meet you, I really miss. Suddenly came a flash of light from behind the bedroom window which was parted by the night wind that blinded my eyes and for some reason I was at a time that I wanted to go through a second time.