10 Chapter ten

Kamaria's POV

We stayed in the park for two hours just letting all what we had inside out, this is what I really love about kalisha she's there to listen to you no matter what, I'm happy she met my grandma, she would always tell us stories of her youth, she will tell us how to be there for each no matter what, she would teach us some recipe of Italian food, it was so beautiful and fun to be around her, we would always sing at the backyard of her house.

before I knew kali she was my best friend, I always told her everything that was on my mind and she will forever be my guardian angel.

It was now dark so we decided to leave and go to our house.

" kam what are we going to do at home, I'm not in the mood to be all depressed watching movies that will make us more depressed so I was thinking of our old times you know like dancing in our room, sing at the top of our lungs to queen bey songs" she said laughing and paying attention to the road,

" Hell yeah that's fine by me I miss those days" I said all happy like a little girl that just heard that she's having an all pink princess pyjama party,

" yesss let's fuck it up" said kali, we were now running towards our front door and she unlocked it running towards her room.

We were singing and dancing to beyonce's lemonade album, it was so much fun!

now It was pretty much late and we fell asleep after changing to some pyjamas and laying on her bed exhausted, I thanked God for giving me a wonderful best friend and a life because I felt at peace.

James POV

I wasn't doing anything today so after Kamaria left the house I went out with the guys, did some office work that I couldn't finish earlier this week and then went alone to a bar to have a drink.

It was late so I decided to go home, I left the bar and got in my car and drove home. I was in my car silent and I started thinking about Kamaria, I don't really know what to think about her because I don't want to get attached to her and then fall for her because I know how it's going to end, I shook my head removing those thoughts from my mind and drove home.

I got off my car and saw that the house was dark, maybe she's already sleeping it's already 22:20pm, maybe she's tired of her today's outing. I opened the door but it was locked, I was confused because I usually lock the door after she was asleep, I opened it with my keys and got inside, it was really quiet, I walked to her room knocked but she didn't answer so I opened and saw the bed made neatly, I started getting worried, what if something happened to her when she was coming home?!, she told me that she was coming here with her car and said she would be coming home late, I took my phone,

" shit I don't have her number"

I was becoming agitated, what if she missed road or had a car accident or the guy from the party was at her house waiting for her?

" James fucking stop you're not helping yourself like this she's fine!" I whispered angrily,

I called Jude maybe he has her phone number,

" hey bro what's up?" He said tiredly,

" hey sorry I woke you, emm can you give me Kamaria's number? I don't have it!!" I said calmly trying to suppress my agitation,

" Really James! she's been with you for a week and some day's and you didn't take her number?"

"Jude!!" I said with a dangerous warning tone,

" What? did something happened to her?, do you know where is she?"

"Jude just give me the fucking number and stop asking me questions I can't answer at the moment" I said now frustrated,

his questions aren't helping either. He gave me her number and her friend's own just in case she might be with her, I walked to my room removing my clothes dialing her number, she wasn't picking up, I rang her phone a few times but nothing and now I was really getting worried, I was pacing in my room, my hair was all over the place from going through it with my hands, i now dialed her friend's number but she was not picking too, I was getting angry, I don't know where she was and I don't know where her friend lives.

I went to the living room, sat on the couch thinking of what to do next,

Why am I so worried about her? She's old enough to take care of her self right?, I signed and went to my room and went to sleep maybe she decided to stay at her place.

I woke up when I heard my front door close and footsteps where climbing the stairs, it was Kamaria, I got off the bed, made my way to the bathroom and took a shower because I don't want to come outside my room livid so I tried to cool myself down, I did my usual routine and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.

I was almost done making breakfast when Kamaria entered the kitchen, I did not acknowledge her,

"Morning James" she said happily, she was fucking happy when I was worried sick of her whereabouts!!,

"Where the fuck have you been?" I said turning off the gas and turned around glaring at her,

" uuhh did someone wake up from the wrong side of the bed?" She said sarcastically then sitting on the stool that she usually sit in,

" I'm not playing Kamaria where.were.you?" I walked over to her,

" ok what's wrong with you? And why do you care?" She started getting irritated by my tone of voice,

" You told me you where coming home late yesterday and you never showed up and you're asking me what's wrong with me?" I said raising my voice,

" I called so many times but did you answer? NOO! I called your friend and it was the same story, for fucks sake I was all worried that maybe something might have happened to you and you're here asking me what's wrong with me?" I was now at her face,

I can see that she was angry but scared of me now,

"I slept at to kalisha's, now I didn't ask you to get worried about me and don't you ever dare raise your voice at me James" she said looking at me in the eyes,

she was walking away from me but I stopped her by holding her wrist and with a swift her hand came in contact with my cheek,

" don't you dare touch me" she said all angry, she wanted to walk away but I pushed her against the wall, I lowered myself to her eye's level,

"you could have just appreciated and said a thank you or a sorry for what you did but I see you are a very ungrateful person, now you don't get to fucking raise your hands at me in my house, you don't get to walk away from me when I'm talking to you, you got that?" She was angry but she answered,

" yes" she spat and walked away going to her room,

I sighed, this girl is a hand full, I walked to my now cold breakfast and put it in the microwave and waited for it to warm before eating it.

I was already dressed up and left for my morning classes.