8 Chapter eight

Kamaria's POV

I was in my room when I heard the door bell ring from down stairs, I went to go get the door, I didn't check who it was because I knew it was kalisha,

" hiii kali!" I said hugging her tight,

"Hey boo I miss you so much even thought we see each other everyday!"

" You're right but I miss you too" I said laughing,

we went to my room and sat on my bed,

" ok so now tell me what is happening!"I said,

" mmmh ok so it all started from the party,Brandon was all moody for I don't know what reason,he startedd arguing with me because I told him that a guy from our collage is having a party at his house and I heard of him from some girls saying he was rich,cute, sexy, lovely,kind etc so I was curious and I wanted to invite you to go to the club with me but I felt like you were probably going to say no and I was in no mood to spend my money on the two of us unnecessarily you know" she said laughing,

"so I decided to go to his party and see for myself as to what it looked like. Then he started shouting and it kind of scared me he was livid and I really never knew the reason so I left his ass there and went to the party, and guess? what he followed me saying he didn't trust me with Jude, I was really angry at what he said, like are you for real? we had a relationship for two years and you come and tell me you didn't trust me? Hell no, so I ignored him for the entire party then I saw you were really drunk and I wanted to take you home but you got all angry and left so I went away. After the party in the morning,my phone was ringing, I saw your number but It was Jude that answered the phone and then I knew something happened to you, Brandon thought I was just talking to Jude because I cheated on him with Jude, I was so angry we argued before we got here, Jude sensed the tension that was surrounding me I felt bad for you and I was thinking of what to do when i get back home, he was the one that talked to me, gave me some good advice and I felt better,when I went home I broke up with him and since then me and Jude started talking and hanging out a lot, he's a good guy he really helped me throughout the week you know." She said smiling sadly,

By the end of the story we were crying, I felt really bad for her but happy that she left that dick head and I was happy that Jude was there for her even though they just met, I really like Jude's personality he really cares for people that he barely knew.

We chatted a little and decided to invite Jude over so we could all stay together.

We all were sitting in the living room eating popcorn and watching acquaman, we were almost at the end when the front door unlocked and came in James I glanced at him, he looked tired, my eyes travelled down his body stopping at his knuckles, the were busted open I looked back at the guy's and saw that they were staring at James he walked over to Jude and the did their guy's hug and went upstairs not even looking at me.

" boo I should be going I have a class in the morning." Kali said tired,

" ok that's fine I'll see you another day" i said,

I went over to her and hugged her giving her a kiss on the cheeks,

I turned over to Jude and hugged him too because I knew he was going to leave too,

" bye Jude thanks for the company."

"No problem kam".

They left after that, now I was alone in the living room waiting for James. I waited for thirty minutes but he never came down so I decided to give up and I went to my room.

(Dream)

I was running for my dear life, I was trying to run faster but it was in vain, I couldn't see much because I was crying, I heard his footsteps getting closer, I started screaming for help before I knew it I was tracked down by that same man again, I turned trying to escape his grasp but he was too strong, I looked at him, with the same evil smile on his face he started choking me.

I woke up breathing heavily, I'm having an panic attack, the room was becoming cold, I heard a thunder roar that scared me, I crawled out of the room trying to control my breathing, I finally got to his room and i opened the door and saw him sleeping peacefully but I had to wake him up,

" J-james"i croaked out still crawling towards his bed,

he opened his eyes, he looked at me processing what was happening, he quickly caught on what was happening and he got off his bed and ran to my aid,

" shit Kamaria what happened? What did you do?" He frantically asked all worried, I was too tired to answer him so I just lied there on the floor crying and gasping for air,

"James!" I tried to explain that I just had a nightmare,

" hey it's fine kam come here, it's all going to be fine, breath... C'mon breath."he said,

He carried me bridal style and put me on the bed, I was shaking and he kept me close to him, my head layed on his chest and I started relaxing, I felt safe around him now, I don't know how he does it but he makes me feel safe around him.

" you feel better now?" He asked,

"Yes thank you for helping me I'm really grateful." I said looking at him in the eyes, he didn't reply and I frowned,

"Are you ok?" I asked, he didn't answer me but placed the palm of his hand on my cheek, I didn't know what he was doing, he was staring at my lips and then at my eyes and before I knew it his lips were on mine, there were so soft,

I was shocked at first so I didn't respond to the kiss, he pulled away still staring at me,

" shit I'm sorry I'm... I don't know what I was doing I..."he said,

I stared at him and his lips, I grabbed him by the back of his neck and kissed him, he sighs in relief and responded to my kiss immediately, everything felt like it stopped in that moment, the kiss became intense and I felt his hands roaming my body, he grabbed my hips tightly and pulled away from the kiss and stared at me,

" I'm not angry at you, I was just stressed about some problems I have but I'm ok now" he said lowly caressing my face.

I've never felt the sensation I had kissing him before, I never went close to a guy since what happened to me when I was younger.