1 Chapter 1
Love is pointless. I had to say it it's pointless. No matter how much you love that person you always get hurt in the end no matter what. It can also mean nothing.
Also everybody also are dicks, they're either love then betrayal you or. Just betrayal. Just straight up betrayal from everybody yes it sound negative but it's true and I don't care
But hey now it's the first day of senior year last year of this place called bell. I get my stuff from locker. Until I hear a voice. ' Hey my my dear best friend'.
I smiled. This is Solana she knows everything unlike me she loves parties and Love love. But still my best friend she's the only person I can actually trust
P' this is our year'. She puts her arm around my neck.
' You always say that D'. I said. She smiles. 'But this time I'm serious'. I chuckle. ' it's senior yearrrr one the best year in high school and we're going to enjoy it as much as possible. And it's a party we're going ' She says.
' we haven't been in school for a week and already a party ' I said. Going to be fun this is going to be you're year I can feel it' '
'Sure whatever'. She stops. Walking. And sees Hudson. She has a huge crush on him Since like 7th grade ' he's even cuter then last year'. She smiles. And stare at him. ' oh my shi-' I sigh.
'. We're going to have to cutest babies'. I think I'm going to throw up. Hudson one of the most popular people in school he's best friends with Gavin alkins. Every girl wants him but I don't get it I truthfully don't get it. ' S me and you both know he doesn't know you exist now let's go' we went to class
Meanwhile with the boys
' Solana was staring at me again' Hudson says while talking to Gavin. ' she likes you bro '. Gavin sass while texting on his phone. ' I know I like her too she fine as hell ' He says.
' then ask her out stop being a pussy'. He puts his phone away. '. It's not that easy' He says Gavin rolled his eyes. '. She's likes you, you like her at the party ask her out and then you can stop talking about it'.
' know what you're right'. Hudson says. Gavin smiles. ' I know ' A girl comes up to Gavin. ' hey Gavin I was wondering we've known each other for a long time will go out with me?' She asked.
' I'm sorry no I'm not looking for a relationship right now' she puts her head down. And walks away. Gavin can pull any girl but he doesn't want them he knows what he wants in a girl.
' gav when are you going to get a girlfriend'. Hudson asked. They start walking to class. ' because these girls aren't my type and also I have eyes for one girl '. He says smiling.
' Solana best friend?' He asked. He looks at him. ' her name is Kira yea,she not like the others and never change for others that's what I like'. Bell rings and everyone in class
' Gavin over here'. A girl says. That's Monica Gavin ex girlfriend she still wants him back after she cheated on him. I personally don't like her.
Once a hoe always a hoe ' I'd rather stick a knife in my eyes' he says. And try to seat somewhere else out of all the place..next to me ima kill myself.
I started writing poems while waiting for the class to start he looks over my shoulder
'. That looks cool' he says ' you think so?' I asked. This is kind of weird. He don't usually talk to me I know he likes a girl but I don't know who though but I don't really care. ' yeah you have a talent '. He says. ' thanks ' ' you're welcome Kira '. The class started to begin
He knows my name? People forget I exist and he knows my name? What the fuck. I guess he does know everybody
After class Solana crossed her arms. 'What?' I look confused ' you talked to Gavin.' She says smiling. ' He only said my poems are cool and I'm talented was cool nothing else chill'. I said I don't fall in love the last I did. I ended getting hurt
' that's how it start, next thing you know you're in his arms saying how much you love him'. I roll. My eyes. ' hey Kira you left you're notebook on the desk' Gavin handed me my book. ' thanks'. I said. Solana smiled. ' you're welcome'. He walks away. Solana looks at me ' don't you dare say a word'.
