1 Entry 001 (To my dearest friends)

Never have I truly understood why people have found me interesting or wanted to be close to me but it feels nice. I always feel like I have to try my very best until I'm completely drained. And then everyone leaves when I can no longer provide to With them what they need. and I'm sorry to the ones who I unintentionally hurt. I never understood the concept until later in life. I've never had someone so close to me as to where I think about them constantly and I miss them when they don't call or text. Thank you for loving me and making me feel human. Thank you for sticking with me. I'm glad that I have managed to meet such amazing people. But, even with them, I still feel so lonely. Maybe it's time I make new friends? maybe I should just keep this to myself...