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"woooooo". the crowd cheered when she said yes.

You're probably wondering what on earth is going on.somepeople might think I was at a wedding or some shit but no. I was at my school cafeteria witnessing the birth of a new relationship.ugh! Ok,so here's the deal. Jason Herbert one of my schools most popular,hottest,coolest guy just asked an equally as popular girl. Amber Steve to be his girlfriend and she said yes.

You'll think everyone was happy about it since they were all cheering nd all but.....well, let me just say I don't know if they were actually happy or not but one thing was for sure.I WASN'T.

But honestly who would be okay watching their crush become someone else's boyfriend? I've crushed on Jason for eternity. Since I was in middle school and I've been getting obsessed with him over the years. It was that bad that I believed that I could never stop liking him because it has been since middle school and now I'm almost done with high school and I'm still koo-koo over him.

And the most annoying part of it all was that there was no way I could get to him because

1. I was not popular

2. I had no popular friend

3. He's always surrounded by leaches

4. The one time I got a chance to speak to him I started speaking gibberish and then ran away shamelessly.

I could go on for days but I think the more embarrassing ones should just remain a secret. At least for now.

The thing is I was getting obsessed with him and it was awful!! I know everything about him.

His full name: Herbert Jude Jason

Fav color: light blue and gold

Height: 6.2

Hair color:honey blonde

Favorite drink: doesn't have one but he's fund of Dr.pepper

Allergies: nuts and sesame seeds

Eye color:light brown/fawn

I could literally go on a show named "who is Jason?" And come out in flying colours. I used to think I had even if it was a spark of hope that we could get together but everything came crashing down when I heard him confessing his "undying love"

For amber in front of the whole school.

I had no idea why,but I felt ashamed

Oh....yeah. I got so caught up in my pathetic one sided love story that I forgot to introduce myself.

Hey.my name is Rhea Jefferson.a simple 17 year old girl in her last year of highschool.well,I have long vanilla blonde hair that stops on my Lower back.Ocean blue eyes, fair skin and yeah. I think I was about 5.6,the perfect height to have a deep, breathtaking kiss under the rain with Jason while we both confess to eac.....I think I got a big carried away, anyways.

I live in minnesota with my parents and my pet cat.i have an elder brother but he's in university and shit so we don't really see each other until the end of the year when it's time for Thanksgiving or Christmas.

Well I guess that's pretty much all about Me so let me get to the main story