One Side Love??

Aaj Me Apko Apne hi pyar khani share karne jaa rha hu .taaki ussaka pyarr too nhi mila muje par uski yaade hamesha rhegi mere sath.ab start krta hu. Aaj se 4 saal phle me janta bhi nhi thaa ki pyarr kiya hota he likin pyarr muje pata chala jab ek ladki se muje pyarr hua apko bohat ajeeb lagega ki uss ladki ko mene 2 saal baad dekha. apne samane bus baato se muje kab uski aadat ho gyi ki muje malum hi nhi chala. raat me sone se phle jab tak usse baat nhi hoti too dil bechan ho uttta mann me bus yhi khayal atta ki kiya hua aaj uska msg kyu nhi Akho se nind gayab ho jana sayad muje usee itana jaida lagav ho gya thaa ki bolte he naa pyarr ko vhi samaj sakata he jisaka dil tuta ho. phle inn sab baato ne anjan me apni hi life me mast tha jiss ladki se muje pyarr hua uss ladki ka naam sandhya thaa meri meri mulakat usse facebook pr hui ye sunn kr hasi jarur ayegi apko likin yhi sach uss ladki ko me janata bhi nhi thaa vo meri best freind jiska naam sandeep thaa ye uski friend thi.ham dono bohat comman thhe ham dono ki baate jeise ki khabhi kahtam hi nhi asia lgta tha muje bohat dino tak me usse baate krta rha pata nhi kyu pr bus itana jann paya hu Ki muje usse baat krana accha lgta thaa uski smile itani pyari thi ki uski smile ka koi javab nhi thaa. dhere dhere ham dono ki baate din pr din badti chali gyi muje malum nhi ki usse pyarr thaa yaa nhi likin muje jarur pata chal gya thaa ki muje usse pyarr ho gya he av me darne lga tha ki usse kho naa du kyuki me nhi janata tha ki usse muje pyarr he bhi yaa nhi hemesha sochata ki agar ye ladki meri life me aha jaye too kitana accha hoga malum nhi muje ki vo muje pasand kregee bhi yaa nhi yhi soch kr or darr kr sayad me late ho gya usse apne pyarr ko batane me kyuki khabi usse muje bataya nhi ki meri life me koi or aha gya he .sayad vo jann gyi thi ki me usse pasand krta hu likin vo muje nhi pasand nhi thi vo meri respect krti thi jab meri baat usse dhere dhere kam hone lgi too mene socha ki muje usse bata dene chaiye ki me usse pyarr krta hu fir boht kosis ke baad mene usse parpose kiya malum too nhi thaa muje ki pyar ka ijaharr keise krte likin ye dekha thaa ki aaj kal I love u bolte usse hi pyar ka ijaahar krna bolte he muje In wordo se kya lena thaa bus itana samaj me thaa ki bus me usske bina nhi reh sakata kosis ki mene bolne ki or ahakhir mene usse bol diya ki sandhaya me apse pyarr krta hu usska jawav sunno gee too bohat ajeeb lagega apko kyuki uska javab haa or naa me nhi uska javab thaa kya ? ....sun kr bohat Ajeeb lga muje kyuki me hemsha se yhi sochta thaa ki vo bhi mujse pyarr krti ussne kha Dekho Anshil me tumse pyarr nhi krti bus tumse baat krana accha lgta he me tumari bohat respect krti hu jab ye sunna mene too jeisa manno ki meri duniya hi ujaad gyi ho .kha thaa apko ki me late ho gya kyuki usski life me meri jagah koi or le chukha thaa. jab uska javab mene sunna too usse mene bola yaar koi too wajah hogi jo tumse pyarr nhi kr rhi ho . too usse ye bola yarr tumre liye mere andar koi feelings nhi he yarr .mene bola yarr mene bola yarr mene andar too tumare liye feeling jag chuki ye yarr ye manno dosto ki me apne pyarr ki bhikh magne lga ... likin ussne muje mana kr diya ki tumhe mujse Acchi ladki mil jayege likin usse kya batao ki muje too vo hi chaiye thi.fir mene usse kha yarr ek kaam kroge gee mera fir ussne kha bolo mene bola yarr aaj ke baad khabi muje msg yaa call mt krna kyuki jab meri baat tumse hogi too me tumhse nhi bhula paouga usne bina kuch soche bola thik he Anshil take care bay ....bol kr chali gyi yarr likin issme meri kya galti thi ki muje vo nhi mili sayad me usse bhula too nhi paoga likin duaa hemsha kruga jha bhi rhe vo khush rhe..