BUT I STILL LOVE YOU PART 3

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(In the bathroom - taking a shower)

I suddenly remembered that Seonho had something to talk about with me. Maybe I should meet him and hear what he wants to say about Alex. I should know more about Alex. I think there is something that I want to know before I confess my feelings to him.

As I finished taking a shower, I decided to leave after I put Alex to sleep and give him a goodnight kiss. "I love you" I give him a kiss and stare at his face for the last time before I go out. 

Alex was awake a little but he was too sleepy to reply back.

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As Carl left, he didn't know what was going to happen to him later. It was the turning event that changed his life to 360 degrees.

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(I arrive at the location that Seonho give to me)

I reached the hotel and went to the restaurant that Seonho asked to meet.

After seeing him, we went to our table and ordered the menu.

I had a drink with him while having a conversation.

I recap back what he just told me.

That moment, we both laughed together.

Me: Unbelievable. He is a really stubborn one.

Seonho: Yup, that's the Alex I know.

Me: Gosh, I think I had too much. I think we should call it a day.

I was about to take a leave but my head was heavy and pulled me down.

Seonho: Are you okay?

Me: Yeah, no worries. I can call a cab for myself.

As I tried to take a step, I finally passed out. I had a slightest bit of consciousness.

Me: What have you done to me?

Seonho: What an arrogant prick. You think I would let you do as you want?

My head was so dizzy and unbearable to stand up straight. It's more than just a drink.

Me: Do you put something in it?

Seonho: Don't worry. I'm not going to hurt you.

I dropped down onto the floor. I could feel my body being lifted by someone.

Me: (Damn it!)

I lose my consciousness.

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When I was sleeping, suddenly, my body felt hot and made me feel uncomfortable.

I tried to open my eyes and vividly see someone was in front of me. I was surprised that I was tied down on a chair.

Seonho: You are awake. I really thought I would be alone doing this.

Me: What have you done to me? I thought we were friends!

Seonho: Do you really believe that?

Me: Do you think he would let you do this? He is your brother!

Seonho: Don't say his name! He is not my brother!

Me: What?! So you are just putting on some act?

Seonho: You're right. I never once considered him as my family. I only treat him as a brother because he has everything for him! I only need to use him to get what I want. But it is not fair, what he wants is exactly what I wanted.

Me: ...

Seonho: He disgust me when he smiled like that. He is the one who takes everything from me!

Me: What are you talking about?

Seonho: That's right. You don't know anything about him. The day father brought him into our house, I already loathed him.

Me: ....

Seonho: His mother is a dirty whore that sucked my father's fortune and tore our family apart.

Me: Tell me. Honestly. Have you ever considered him as your brother?

Seonho: How could I? He ruined my life! I should have been the heir of the K Group!

Me: So it's all about money?

Seonho: That's not all. Since he came, my father has treated me differently. I have never felt happy since he came. My mother and I were disposed of at my father's mercy.

Me: (So he is just the son of the Alex's father first wife)

Seonho: We had to leave the house and live on our own in a small house without love and care from him.

Seonho continues his story.

Seonho: Since then, my mother started to change. She thought that she was never good enough and had done better. Until one day, we learn the truth that my father and his slut, die in an accident.

Me: Are you finished?

Seonho: What the…

Me: I feel pity for you, but don't you realise? It doesn't relate to Alex. It is not his fault those things happened to you! You should blame your father!

Seonho: Why would I? We would live better if that bitch didn't give her pussy to my father! She is just a motherfucker that wags her tail on my father! I bet Alex was not even his child!

Me: You must have been crazy. You should know this isn't the right thing to do. It doesn't matter if you do this to me!

Seonho: It does matter. I want to destroy all of the precious things in his life and make him suffer just like I do. He will lose all his cherished one.

Me: You are wrong then, I'm not his cherished one. Please, let me go.

Seonho: I don't believe that. I know just how he looked at you. His eyes were filled with joy whenever his eyes laid on you.

Me: (So he has been looking at Alex, all this time! He must know how much Alex love me)

He suddenly came and approached me.

Me: What are you doing! Stop!

Seonho: Don't you realise it? You're hopeless now. I will enjoy you for myself tonight.

Me: Please, you don't have to do this. I already fuck with many people. This is useless. He won't budge and suffer because of this.

Seonho: Do you think so?

Me: (It's working!)

Seonho: But it's not matter to me.

Me: Huh?

Seonho: Because you are totally my type.

Me: No 3x. Please!

He started to touch me and molested my body. He embraced each part of my body with his disgusting hand before he grabbed my face and kissed me.

Seonho: HAHAHAHA. Your body must have been reacting now.

Me: (What's happening to me? What is he talking about?)

Seonho: I will be honest with you.

I can't believe I had a boner because of Seonho. He only touches me for a little bit, but my body becomes so sensitive.

Me: (Is this what he means?)

He started stroking my bulge.

Seonho: It's not only alcohol. I put an extra love potion in it.

Me: Wh... You spike my drink?

Seonho: Don't worry. It doesn't have any mortal effect on you. It's just an aphrodisiac drug.

Me: What is that?

Seonho: You will understand it later. When your body starts to feel hot. It becomes itchy all over your body. Including your inside. You must feel it already now. It begins to absorb into your body.

He slowly took off my clothes.

Seonho: Your blood will rise and your adrenaline will jump high like you want to run. Your testosterone levels are setting off and making you horny. Just like when you are having sex with your partner. But more efficient.

Me: (He is right. I can understand it now. My body felt something off)

Seonho: Until then, you will lose your mind. You don't care anymore. All of you need a little help from me.

He is teasing me with his words. He is tempting and try to seduce me.

Me: (Please. I can't do this anymore. Alex, where are you? I need you right now!)

My mind begins to hallucinate. I keep imagining he was Alex. I try to stay awake and not giving up. I should have stopped him but my hand was tied down. I can't do anything.

I was drunk and my body felt weak. I can't believe Kim Seon Ho just spiked my drink.

Me: Please, stop. Why are you doing this to me?

Seonho: I want to see how it looks to him. He must have fallen into despair when he learned that his precious one was doing this.

Me: I told you already... He wouldn't care.

Seonho: Really? He must have been disappointed that his partner had an affair with his only family. "HAHAHAHA!!" He gives an evil laugh.

Seonho: How cliche of it. He had his karma. His father had an affair and now his partner was fucking with his brother. That should work great.

He suddenly got close to me and stuck his fingers inside his butt.

Me: What are you doing?! STOP!

He started to sit down on top of me and stick my dick inside him.

Me: Please, Seonho. Don't do this.

He was annoyed with me and made me stop talking by kissing me. I can't resist him because of the drug. I couldn't face him and close my eyes.

What I see is Alex and I imagine it was him.

It feels the same. I could feel his skin brushing with mine and his plumpy ass was resting on my lap. As I was totally overdosed with the drug he gave me, Seonho opened up the tie.

However, I can't control my body. I lost to my own lust. I succumbed to my desire. My hand was too heavy to stop Seonho from moving his hips. He is too aggressive. My dick can't last any longer.

Me: Please, I beg you.

Seonho was busy enjoying riding my cock.

Seonho: Hngh... Yeah.. Ugh... Mmm...

He kissed me non-stop.

I can't believe I took another virginity from the same family. I never thought I would have another one than Alex. I feel sinful and regret it so much in my heart. I should haven't come to meet Seonho. I should have known it was a trap. I should have been with Alex and slept with him. 

Me: (I should have… be with him tonight. But his ripe ass was feeling so good. It is my first time to have another fruit from the same tree. How can this feel so good?)

All of my regrets can't wash away the forbidden sins that I had with Seonho.

Me: (Alex. Forgive me. I can't do anything. I'm worthless. This is all my fault)

I can't beg for your forgiveness. I'm wishing that you could give me your mercy by hating me forever in your life.

In the end, I still need something from him. I can't do this anymore. My effort was futile.

Seonho's ass was disgracing my dick. It penetrated him deeper until my conscience lost to my lust. "I'm sorry" It was the last word that crossed my mind before I finally cums into his ass. 

Me: (I can't believe it I just did with Alex's step brother. Even hell would be a better place for someone like me. I can't forgive myself for sleeping with someone that shares the same blood with Alex. Just like a sibling that cannot married the partner's family, I feel it the same way)

Seonho was enjoying it together and cum on my body. His breath slowly calmed down.

Seonho: *sighed*. That was really fun. I bet you enjoyed it too.

He is brushing his cheeks on me and that makes me feel disgusted. I can't believe I had to do this with him.

I want to take it out. I don't want to be inside him any longer. I miss Alex. I want Alex.

After that, he left me on the bed while my body was having the side effects of the drug. I was in pain all over my body.

My insides were twitching like crazy. My body is begging for more. He really enjoys torture me with this method. The worst thing is that it doesn't have any cure or antidote. It won't go away for several days.

My body was screaming for mercy. All I want is Alex. "How selfish am I?" to think about him after committing this sin. I couldn't face Alex after this. But I am still calling out for and longing for him.After that, I fall asleep when I drained all my energy and the drug weakened my body.

The next day, I woke up in a strange room that I didn't recognize. It feels like a basement where there is only a bed and toilet for me.

I don't even know my whereabouts.

Seonho treat me like a prisoner and use me like his fucking slave. He forces me to have sex with him if I want to eat. He only gave me a cup of water and dirty bread on the floor.

Sometimes, I feel like this is not for me. "Why should I suffer?" This suffering made me think it was unbearable and shouldn't happen to me. But who can say for someone that ignores his partner. I had left Alex for 10 years to endure the suffering alone. This torment couldn't compare to his pain that he has faced for all these years.

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It's been a week since I got here. I count the days and wish for someone to rescue me.

"Where is everyone?" I had thought this wouldn't happen if I didn't meet Alex. I started to lose my sanity. This torture is too much for my weak mental.

But I was to blame when I'm the one who approached him first. After all, it's my fault in the first place.

"Should I regret it?" thought that crossed my mind.

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A month passed by and my body recovered from the drug overdose.

Seonho is still putting me in this confinement as he wants to put me to good use. He told me that he wanted to use me as a satiation of his lust. He never intended to let me go.

Maybe I was right, "Alex didn't care about me". I started to accept it. No one could save me. I shouldn't rely on him. But I already gave up. There is no future for me.

Me: (But why? Why do I still think about him?!)

"How long has it been? I miss you so much" I only talk to myself while sitting alone in the dark basement.

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(In the basement)

After a long time, I already lost track of time. I realised it's already been 3-month living in this pit of hell.

All I have got is Seonho. I was fucking him all this time. I had to survive by swallowing his cums to gain the protein to live.

How many times have I begged him and tried every effort to get out of this place. He is totally a monster and heartless. I should have known that. He is crazy when talking about his revenge on Alex. Now he is getting crazier when he doesn't get to destroy Alex's life.

Every day, I had to sleep with him and put my dick inside his fucking disgusting assholes. He is 5 cm shorter than Alex, but his body is quite similar. His skin colour is darker. But I can't tell which one is more buff. Alex's ass is much thicker but he also has a good one. The only thing different is Alex is much tighter and better. Seonho's ripe ass couldn't compare to Alex.

"Damn it. Have I gone crazy? Why should I describe him?" Maybe I'll get used to seeing him again. I have memorised all of his body. His favourite sex position, g-spot, sensitive parts and even how long he could last. It takes 5 rounds for me to finish up with him so I don't have to spend time with him longer. I have learnt many things about Seonho.

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