1 STRANGER CAUGHT MY ATTENTION

I was very busy in my work and thinking a lot for my future. So i keep my self more busy talking with our clients at the bank . Although, working in this company is very stressful I am sacrificing myself to do it more better everyday. Specially from few days my heart condition is not good.. I mean i dumped my boyfriend.. My ex-boyfriend not because i don't love him anymore but because i caught him talking with his firstlove which is his ex for how many years.

I feel so depressed and i don't know what to do.. I cannot help myself not to cry when i remember that day that makes me hurt and i dont want to think about it anymore.

Losing my trust, and dont have any courage to do anything. From a hopeless life which all i want is to be happy and be happy everyday. But how i can do such thing if i do overthinking and feel afraid of everything that all my plans for my future is now gone.

I should focus and love myself more . I know i am not a perfect woman that can do too many mistakes in life and problems but i am greatful to those who want to stay even at my worst. But now.. I feel so lost. No path, no hope.

Suddenly, from too much thinking I didn't hear my co-work calling me. "Hey! Kaye! Are you okay? I am calling you but I guess you don't hear me . I told you I will go first.. You want to do overtime ? Don't stressed yourself too much. - Ms. Lim said.

"Yeah. I will go aftet few minutes.. I will just finished this. I am sorry for responding too long. I just thinking something but don't worry I'm okay ~ I lied.

"Okay, then. I'll go ahead. See you tomorrow. Don't forget to turn off the computer okay? Ms Lim reminding me .

" Yeah. I will turned it off. Be safe going home. ~ i just told.

After 30 minutes. I turned off the computer and go outside of the company. Picking my key inside my bag to turn my motor engine on. I don't have a car.. I cannot afford to buy that so i just have a motor which I paying everymonth because I loaned it from the bank.

Tonight, it is rainy . 7:30pm but i should go home even I will get wet. Mom will get worried if I cannot go home so early.. But i know it is already late and i have some reports to do when i got home. I tried to start the engine and drive for almost 10 minutes going home.

I went home and go straightly to my room. Change my clothes and drink some medicine because i know if i will not take medicine .. Tomorrow i cannot work from getting sick. I went to the living room and turn on the laptop.. I have many things to do.. Reports that i need to submit this evening. Looking at my phone there is no new messages. No new calls; like it was so silent after all. I went to the kitchen to get some food and back to the living room to finished my report. I took almost 4 hours and i turned it off. I just took 1 photo for my report and i went to my room again then lay on my bed.

Overthinking is started again. I guess my anxiety is attacking me anytime. My pillow is started to get wet like a loud sound of rain outside my heart is crying. I looked my phone and go to playstore.. I cannot sleep.. I cannot tell mom and my family that I am not okay from the breakup last few days and i endure it for almost 8 months after discovering.

I looked for an app which i can have some friends. Friends which isn't here. Virtual friends outside my world. My world that full of griefs and sadness. The world which is doomed and alone. I installed an app and log in on it. I posted " CAN I BE YOUR FRIEND. NICE PEOPLE ONLY NOT PERVERT".

Some likes it and some commented it. Because i cannot sleep.. I replied them all. But before i sleep .. Theres a stranger commented there. " YEAH. SURE .YOU WILL NEVER REGRET THIS ".

I started to think.? Why?

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