1 Awaken

A bolt of nothingness came into my mind once again as if a dark cloud invaded my space while I was trying to have a well deserved rest, eyes closed and all, of course. As I realized it was not the normal falling asleep phase of rest but instead the more recent type of falling asleep where bits and pieces of my memory would be messed with by either blurring out certain events or making things look more exaggerated than they actuality. Thus altering my daily behavior in ways more out of than within my control.

I suddenly jumped out of bed and took a bite out of a piece of ginger which I had on the top of my bedside shelf. As I felt the burning in my mouth and then my throat from the swallowing of it, my senses retured to me and I started redirecting my energy downwardly as to cut off the involuntary energy shifts within my body.

I have had a feeling that I'm not supposed to try to stop whatever it was that had either recently been happening to me or had already been for a long time but I only just realized.