1 Chapter One

One this day is the day that I learned that I was gay... Well Bisexual. Cause yeah I have always liked guys and have always seen my self with guys but I feel the same way about girls to. Not just in the oh she's cute type of way more in the way like I want her to be my girlfriend type of way. Which really isn't a surprise to me but it is that I am bi cause of the way my family is. My family doesn't thing that I'm bi they think that I am just following after my cousin and that is not true. And if I'm being honest I think that my family doesn't believe in bisexual they think that you have to pick a side and I can't pick a side I like both equally. I been new that I have liked girls since I was in 6th grade. I know.. that not really a time were you actually know what you like but I think that somewhere in the back of my head I knew that I liked girls. In 6th grade a had a crush on my best friend I know cliché but I'm serious o rally did like her. I never asked her out because she had a boyfriends and unfortunately she wasn't really into girls. But I still liked her and everything about her just made me feel some kind of way. I guess you can same that was my first real girl crush. I really want a girlfriend soo bad right now and I know y'all thinking like I thought you said you like boys and girls? Well o do but right now I am tired of boys. I really want a girlfriend. Before you ask yes I have had a girlfriend before. Yes it was back in 6th grade but that don't matter. In particular I want think one girl named Allyssa. She bipolar, smart mouth, has a nice booty I mean ass look like a bubble 😍😍, she funny and smart but she be acting dumb and that make me mad but we can work on that and i just think that she Kis super cute. She a little Mexican girl that go to my school and we happen to be friends. It kinda sucks that we might not be going back to school this year and it's making me mad cause I can't see her☹️. But it gonna be alright.

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