1 why me?

I continue to ask my self the qustion why me. There are so many other people who are much better than me. I know. I know. in this chapter ill keep on asking the same qustion. To that i say who knows it all depends on fate. Do you believe in fate? Like the red string of fate, that cnect two people who are destond to be together. At first I believe in that, but you may never find your soul mate . They may be two miles away, or two million miles away. how wold you know you might not ever met the person.

He chose me to be friends with when I was lonely. He asked to sit with me at lunch. We talked for howers like it was minuets. That whole time I was thinking why me. Why did you ask to sit with me? Why did you want to be frends with Me? Was it because you felt a tension, or a force pulling you to me. Like we were connected in a way.

You may be asking who is he right now but that is not important for this part of the story. Youse your imagination. Make him someone you know or like its up to you.

He is the one person I actually thought liked me for who I was and for who I am. Then I came to realize that that is not true. People can trick you into thinking things that are not true, even tho you wish very much they were true. Thats why you should be careful on who you are frends with and who you tend to trust.

To be continued....