604 Finding My Way Back To You (2)

Every time I open my eyes from being sedated, I would run to that corner and deter people trying to come near. 

No way would I let them hurt me again, no way I would let people fool me again. 

I belong to this dark corner. 

Having my back lean onto something sturdy, it feels like it was already secure enough. 

Days went on and the cruelty of thirst and hunger was slowly eating away my sanity. Yet I know that it does not make me better if I eat something dangerous once more. 

I could only sit and wait for my days to be over… That way I would finally be free of these hurts and confusion. 

What good is it for me to live a life without reason?

Not even my memories are helping me have that good reason to continue living. 

I stared blankly beyond space, emptying my mind which is only filled with memories I don't even want to remember. 

I wish the days would pass quickly so that I would finally find my eternal sleep.