85. Whatever You Want

"I think you should start sleeping in your room again."

"What? Why?" Stan exclaimed, sitting up immediately.

"You are better now. Fully recovered so why not?"

"What if I don't want to? I like it here..."

"We're living off of your parents here like lovers. It's not fare to them. Besides, your body gets unreasonably hot in the middle of the night and I keep waking up because of that. I can't take it anymore..."

"Dont lie Yeon. You sleep soundly every night! You're a deep sleeper..."

"Just listen.." Yeon stopped midway, placing her palm on his head in frustration. He'd just gotten back from meeting Stan's uncle and he disliked the idea of coming upstairs only to find Stan every time sprawled on his bed comfortably claiming to wait for him. Stan had also taken an interest in reminding him how late he was every time and how long he'd been waiting for him all day.

"You need to find something to do Stan. You're way too idle you know. Dont you get bored?"

"Well I did offer to help you and uncle but he refused. What I'm I supposed to do now except wait home for you?"

"You're becoming a nuisance. You used to be so busy, what happened?"

"Remember we've been advised to minimize movement not to mention, I'm still recovering from that incident that put me in a coma..."

"Stan..." Yeon called out, a straight look on his face. He'd had it with Stan constantly using his health as an excuse and as flattering as it was that Stan enjoyed his company, he still felt the need to remind him of their future...something that has been weighing on his mind lately. "Look for another excuse. You're not spending the night here tonight."

"I'll do whatever I want." Stan said stubbornly, slumping back on the bed and closed his eyes. "Besides, you've been ignoring me since. I can hardly remember the last time we had sex."

Noticing the silence from Yeon, he opened his eyes to find a flustered Yeon. He seemed confused standing there in the middle of his room still holding his backpack and this made Stan rather happy. He took the opportunity to cause him further discomfort.

"Even now, I feel like I've come more nervous around you than before...or perhaps I'm imagining it myself." He spoke as he sat back up. "I've fantasied day in day out whenever you leave me all alone in this big house...how touching your hair would feel, or stroking your cheeks when it was just the two of us together...alone."

Getting out of bed, he stood up and slowly closed the distance between him and a rooted o the spot Yeon. "I keep thinking about kissing you and having sex with you and wonder to myself, would you still react the same way as you did before when I played with you...with the sensitive parts of your body?" Placing his hands gently on Yeon's cheek, he continued. "I believe I've forgotten how sexy you look as you violently quivered beneath me..."

"Wait...Stan..." Yeon pulled away Stan's hand from his cheeks while at the same time avoiding eye contact. "Stop talking..."

"Maybe what I've always felt for you was just a simple sexual desire, or perhaps my feelings for you have only heightened since you've kept me hungry all this while." Placing his hands once more on Yeon's cheek, he loved the way his fated was taken in by his words. He felt the need to take him now but the temptation to further tease Yeon was too good to pass, especially upon seeing how honestly and open he was reacting to a mare simple words.

Unless, Yeon has been equally thinking the same things he has been thinking.

"My emotions for you are churning and burning inside me. i'm angry that you've knowingly kept me waiting all this while like today, you've come home an hour and seven minutes late. Are you doing this on purpose Yeon...playing games with me just to see how long I can endure being away from you?"

"I...need to freshen up..."Yeon moved back, turning to walk towards the bathroom but was stopped by Stan's hands wrapping themselves around his waist.

"We can never go back to the way we used to be or how things were before the accident. You said you like me now right? That makes me happy to hear you say it however you're too stingy with your words yet I'm always being affectionate, constantly telling you how much I cherish you and love you."

Planting a kiss on Yeon's neck, he loved how salty he tasted and soon enough, began to perceive Yeon's erotic scent. "These days, "Stan whispered into Yeon's ear. "...Every time I open my eyes every morning and see you sleeping next to me, I wish time would stop since whenever you leave me behind, my days go by filled with longing and I feel helpless only having been left with your residual faint scent that you let out while asleep. It's hard to bear it especially when I can't do anything about it.

What right do I have to hold you back when you're simply chasing your dreams? Yet, I anticipated days like this for the longest time. I knew a free and confident Yeon would be my ruin since you need me less and lesser by day."

Trailing one of his hands between Yeon's legs, he smiled when he found Yeon aroused already and teased him further by sibling at his ear. "I don't want you smiling at others. Your smiles belong to me and only me. I know I'm being selfish but that is just who I am..."

"Stan..."

"Don't smile all the time then and if you feel happy and excited please let me be the first person to know before anyone else. Let me in on your good moments just have you've done with the ones that do not make you happy..."

Yeon moaned and closed his eyes at both pleasures from the neck and down below. He loved how it felt to be in Stan's arms and how his scent always filled the room. He wanted to turn and look at his fated but Stan's grip around his waist only tightened.

"Don't fight it Yeon... I wish that you'd only have thoughts of me and me alone, give in whenever I want you to.

I wish that you'd only have eyes for me."

Stroking Yeon's member and loving how he was flinching in his arms, Stan continued, "I want you with me...I want you always by my side all day everyday so that not a single person can lay their eyes on you. I wish you'd forget about your project with my uncle and just stay here with me. I hate it...I hate that you're spending more time with others than me Yeon...I want you to think of no one else than me...be come the only thing that occupies your mind.

I want you to love me just as much as I love you..."

"I...don't...know how...to do that..."

"You asked me to go back to my room...claiming we are living off of my parents staying here like lovers...it seems you want us to move to the next step in our relationship. Then there is only one option left for us."

"...Stan..." Yeon moaned.

"Let's find our own place...and move in together..."

"What are...you..."

"You don't have to answer if you're going to say no Yeon." Stan cut him short as he began not stroke his fated faster and faster, loving how Yeon responded to his touch and the feel of his scent at the tip of his nose. He'd missed this, waiting patiently at the slightest opportunity to touch Yeon intimately like this yet felt anxious at the same time. If only he'd realized how easy it had been, he'd have done it a long time ago.

"...Ack...ah...hah...!" Yeon's moans brought him back to his sense as he enjoyed the sight of his fated getting his release. It aroused him further than he already was.

"Yeon..." Stan kissed his now sweaty fated's shoulder. "I'll take care of you...of both of us...I cook and clean well...I've proven I can protect you. I earn a decent living working for Elric's mom from time to time...I help out my parents and uncle too and make a good sum every month... I have savings of my own..."

"What nonsense...are you spouting this time?"

"I'm serious Yeon please... If you don't like us living here then let's move in together..."

"That's not what I said."

"But someday, we will be forced to have this talk..."

"But not now... I'm so turned on I can barely think straight and if you keep on talking, I don't want to have to say yes to every trickery up your sleeve..."

"Yeon..."Stan quickly turned his fated and swallowed the rest of his words with a kiss, deepening, pulling towards him and holding him tight after his declaration of how turned on he was.

"Wait..." Yeon struggled to pull away but Stan only pulled him even tighter towards him, prolonging their kiss as he devoured him passionately, groaning at how sweet his fated tasted in his arms.

After ending the kiss, Stan spoke, a sinister look on him. "Dont say things like that, and expect me to stand idly by Yeon..."

"What are you...?"

"There was a time I intuitively felt that no matter what I did, I'd never get to hear you say something like that...that eventually, I was the only one who felt my hunger for you the most...and to know you feel the same way...to hear you say it out loud, I don't think I can take you quietly so unless we go in the shower, I'm going to take you right here, right now. What do you say Yeon?"

"Stan...let me shower alone first..."

"For the past two weeks, I've been jerking off as if to purnish myself for abandoning you while in a coma and now that we are here like this, seeing you this way has made me reach my limit. Stop making me wait..."

"Fine. Then." Yeon said in surrender. "Even if I were to say no, you'll still end up doing whatever you want."