113. Warm Bodies

"His scent is sweet, and how he keeps calling for me makes me want to posses him, break him, just so I can be the only one to piece him up together again...

Have I completely lost myself? Why is it not yet enough? Why is he not enough!

Ah! It burns...his touch burns my already burning skin... I want to mark him yet again.

He smells so nice....Agh...! But why is he shaking so much? I should have hugged him then for in truth, I felt like comforting his hurt. His pain...

Is this arrogance I feel towards him for being able to dominate him? This feeling, this chocking feeling that churns my insides. Or perhaps it's nothing but superficial charm with no substance?

Elric, you become more and more wet down there...and that makes it feel extremely sensual.

As I look at your flailing body, seductively tempting me on, I question myself and my sanity to the things I've done to you. Months and months, I've knowingly caused you pain that you advently begged for, me playing the dominant when in fact, you're the one that dominates me, slaving me away to fulfill your ridiculous fetishes. Yet, despite objecting our violent plays, both physical and emotional, I find myself wondering if it's normal for me...for my body to feel like this...to like it this much...'

"You're too deep...!"

'The first time I awoke next to you and saw the scar on your neck, I froze and felt deeply upset. I could vaguely remember my thoughts during our first marking and I remembered thinking to myself how flawless your skin was. To think I'd ruin it up this way. Then I trailed my finger across your bruises from the punches I'd given you before then stopped and asked myself what I was doing. It scared me to think it was you chosen to be my fated. It must have been a mistake, I'd thought. That's why I ran away like a coward.'

"I....can't... It's too...much... Ah!"

'I don't like hurting you, yet, the thought of it turns me on. The way you moan, and fight the need to surrender until you can't endure it any longer. Perhaps the thought of the scars after our play have become meaningful to me.'

"Stop..! Hah..! You're ripping...me apart...!"

'Right here, when I press on it, I can feel the entrance to your womb and when I get bigger and bigger, I feel both your prostate and you tightening. It's ticklish, almost as if yore purposely holding me captive in you.

"Elric...It feels so good..."

'The more I dominate you, the more selfish I get. All those people you've been with...I wonder. How far did they go?'

"Tell me now...that it's only me..."

"...There...right there...Akh..! Don't...stop..."

"I know you've been...with a lot of people....but...I can't picture you with anyone else other than me... It's weird, I know..."

"...Gah! Ah...Yes..!"

"Think only of me...have sex with only me..."

'You're pretty Elric. The way your face twists and turns as I continue to pound you away, it's only for my eyes...'

"Do you understand Elric?"

"Haa! ...More... Give me more..!"

'You're making me go crazy you know that?'

"Elric..."

Niel felt disheveled as he slowly opened his eyes. His body felt heavy and sore, a familiar feeling he knew too well after working vigorously in the farm with his grandparents.

"How long did I sleep?" His voice croaked spoke aloud and just then, he felt a tightening around his chest and his eyes met a pair of hands intertwined with one of his on his chest.

When he couldn't move his legs either, he concluded to himself. 'Koala possession.' Elric had stuck to him like a leech, sucking up his entire energy.

"Are you finally awake?"

"Elric, how did you get to my bed?"

"You need to provide me with a regular supply of your scents otherwise my womb growth rate wouldn't match up to the speed of the growing pregnancy."

Niel struggled to break free from Elric's hold but he only tightened his grip.

"How could you leave me to wither away like that? Doing something as such has put me in a bind. It's a relief I hadn't locked my door otherwise it would have been super difficult for you to open it up in your previous state."

"What?" Niel's eyes grew wide open when he scanned the unfamiliar territory. "This isn't where I retired last night..."

"Spending your rut with me, I liked it a lot."

"My rut?"

"Yea. You came in all willy-nilly searching for me. I'm guessing my scent led you to me just like you followed me the first time before you marked me in that island."

"No..." Niel managed to break free from Elric's hold and turned to face him. His jaw dropped at the sight of Elric, looking all chewed up than ever before.

"You can't refuse me even if you try, can you? Or perhaps you think I did this all by myself." Elric laughed and flinched at the same time. He appeared to be in pain but as usual, he didn't mind at all.

"I had my first...rut with you?"

"And you kept telling me you love me too."

"What?" 'There was no way that was true.'

"I can sense you now babe...how you feel, or what you feel for me." Elric spoke with a smirk on his face. "Enough with your doubts about how you feel. Whether you're worried if you're good enough or I am, please take advantage of me however much you want.

After last night, I'm no longer just satisfied with our play babe. I want you to make love to me and have you smile the way you did while in rut. I don't think I know how to make you smile like you did last night unless we are both lost in lust."

"I must have knotted you... again."

"It hurt so much, yet it was exilerating as well..."

'No way...' "Elric..."

"Why were you holding back, hiding your yearning with pills and who knows what?"

Niel could tell Elric's anger despite him controlling it so well. If he hadn't sensed him too, he would have assumed Elric's remarks as untrue. Either way, him going into a rut still shocked him, followed by the realization that this was not the same room he'd slept in yesterday.

"What have I just done?" Niel still seemed dazed by his actions as he asked in disbelief.

"You creeped in here last night, I just told you. I was deep in my slumber and you startled me especially now that I'm so used to waking up beside you."

"I took advantage of a sleeping person..."

Elric laughed at Niel's statement. "You followed my scent and came in search of me willingly just like I've always wanted it to be from the beginning. I was in my right mind when I accepted you and felt your powerful scent as you dug into me, kissing me and caressing me. I remember clearly how you made me feel and how I felt the entire time. I wanted this. I wanted you just as badly as you did me.

Take advantage of who? Babe, do not defame your first rut with me just because you're scared of how you've began feeling. Keep in mind I've liked you from the moment you marked me and in due time, I'll discover how we were drawn together even before we became fates."

'I know his words are just simple with no meaning behind them but they make me so happy...fuck! What did I just say?'

"Your body..." Niel brushed his hand atop the bite marks he'd given Elric, who only advanced forward, giving Niel a deepened kiss to distract him from his worries.

"I thought it was me that was good at pissing people off. Are you regretting spending your rut with me? I did try to calm you a little using my scent but I was surprised how much power you've been hiding behind the little scents you let out. I'm not a child babe. I can handle it just as I did last night therefore, next time, you're going all out on me."

"Careful what you're asking for Elric..."

"Worry about yourself and make love to me as you did last night."

"That wasn't play Elric."

"I'm aware. Therefore, make sure to leave out nothing to chance," Elric smirked. "Including you whispering in my ear at how much you love me."

"All that was said during a rut..."

"When are you more honest babe? While in rut or when you are more on guard? Even I'm not that dimwitted to think it's the latter."