I think my problem is I still trust in humanity

my name is Samuel Shaka Zulu I'm an African man of origin and here is my sad story, of commitments I think I'm not lucky with life partners mostly in many cases everything unfolds with time it's really had to trust in humanity these days , this good girl I met early 2020 two years ago, everything was pretty amazing when we first started, I never felt like this about any human being like I felt about this Tonga lady she is probably the only lady that took care of me like she gave birth to me, I like how she made me forget about my x so fast I mean why is it always seems to be nice at first then later turn sour as time unfolds so this is a real life story of how I still care about this pretty Lady but I think it's to much unfair for her to treat me like this this love is everything I ever dreamt off and prayed about but everything about it gets toxic by the day I think after she learns the fact that I love her and I'm a one woman man it made her take advantage of me despite me been there for her of the time she still managed to make a fool of me all the time it's funny how African ladies never think about the future of someone they just look at the current status if you are still in the planning time of your life and you don't have any thing to reality yet, it's hard to get a good person for a partner with good intention's it hate's to learn all this time you have been committed to a liar a cheater and a worst person to ever be with I think energy never lies if you are too available for someone it's easy for them to exploit you people will allway's be people I failed to believe many time's seeing my girl in my presence choosing another man before me it's hard to love people any more it's like we literally just came to look for money on Earth there's more to life than material things loyalty and good friendships with people is literally a good thing but some people still chose to be so coniaving and petty it's hard out here I wish people still hard better inttenions towards one another we'll come to real life drama of how I stopped believing in humanity despite of race girls will allway's be girls I'm too trumatised with this love story robbed me off my happiness and joy I wish I could be happy again.