conflict is the nature of man

if you dont like who I am, my complexion or my being. existence and meaning. that's fine. stay out of my way. i dont want to argue anymore.

i dont want to be ignored. left forgotten , or left hanging on your noose, of an excuse for love.

just because you hoped to wish to have something from above doesn't mean you have to shove me silence

if I sound like horn it's because my heart still mourns in its bleeding. gushing wounds. soon I wont want to wake up till past midnight because the spite. has manifested. from all the ways you tested, me. I'm done. this isnt fun it's not building its conflicting pain

mixed signals that drive me insane. I need to go

. maybe then you'll appreciate me some mo' (more)