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Naruto: In Pursuit of Happiness

After inheriting the memories of a discarded reincarnate, Naruto realizes that his reality is not as idyllic as he always believed, while a heavy loss shakes his entire psyche. Losing all meaning in his life and having his greatest dream crushed by reality, Naruto sets out to forge a new path. But... Will it be the right path? Can he still maintain his healthy naivety in the face of the darkness of the ninja world? Can he still maintain his values in the face of the ugliness of the world? ------------------- +20 chapters on Patreon. Patreon.com/Eroos More Tags: #Gore, #Blood, #War.

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Unexpected

"Naruto!"

Awakening from his stupor, Naruto turned his gaze to Tsunami "What?"

"Can I ask you a somewhat intimate question?"

"Go ahead."

"How is your life in the village?"

"I already explained it to you a bit. Not entirely pleasant."

"And don't you have someone special?"

"Someone special?"

Without looking at Naruto and having her gaze fixed on the road, Tsunami casually asked "You know, someone you like or something?"

"Oh... heh, once upon a time I liked Sakura" Laughing as he recalled what his life was like before these memories, Naruto continued "But that's long in the past"

"Why? She looks like a nice girl"

"Honestly, I don't know" Thinking for a moment, Naruto continued "At the lowest point in my life there were many changes in my mind... it's a complicated thing to explain, but the point is that my thoughts and my priorities changed, leaving that silly childish crush behind"

"Many times your own heart is incredibly difficult to understand and impossible to control" Nodding with understanding, Tsunami was silent for a moment and asked "And she knew?"

"Mn."

"And she never accepted?"

"She likes someone else"

"Oh... I'm sorry"

"It's okay, like I told you, it was just a silly thing to do"

"That's cruel" With reproach in her voice, Tsunami continued "How can you call your own feelings 'nonsense'? It doesn't matter if they were in your childhood or now, they are part of you and deserve to be respected"

"..." Opening and closing his mouth at being suddenly scolded, Naruto was silent for a long time and sighed as he shook his head "Maybe you're right. I shouldn't belittle what I once felt, even if I see it differently now... it was an important period of my life and I won't deny that it's something I can look back on fondly"

With a soft smile, Tsunami continued "Our feelings, no matter how fleeting or naive they may seem, are a valuable part of who we are. They help us grow and understand ourselves, so don't ever do something as horrible as despising your own heart again."

Laughing pleasantly, Naruto nodded "I'll be sure to remember that."

"That's good" Looking at the house in the distance by the sea, Naruto sighed "The trip back seemed to be just a blink of an eye."

"Everything goes by faster when you're having fun."

Arriving at the house as they continued to chat happily, Tsunami opened the door and they walked up towards the second floor.

Gently laying Inari down on the bed, Naruto gave way to Tsunami and watched her tuck him in carefully as a motherly smile covered her face, then gave her a soft kiss on the forehead and got up.

Turning his gaze to the window, Naruto observed the gigantic full moon rising imposingly over the endless sea and sighed as he whispered, "Truly a privileged view."

"We left the best view to Inari" Smiling while leaning on the furniture next to Naruto and observing the gigantic moon, Tsunami smiled and continued "Ever since he was a baby, every time he cried I just had to bring him over here and he instantly calmed down. This place saves me a lot of headaches.

"Can I ask you a personal question?" With the moon reflecting in his gaze, Naruto asked.

"Fair enough."

"Inari's father... what happened to him?"

" His father..." Turning her gaze to the boy and observing his peaceful face, Tsunami smiled bitterly and replied after a moment "He abandoned us."

"He abandoned you?" frowning slightly, Naruto continued "I thought he died."

"That's what I told Inari after discussing it with my father" Shaking her head, Tsunami continued "That man...he used to be one of my father's best workers, and a very good man"

"A good man would not abandon his family."

"He went through a bad time after his mother's death, and bad friendships led him astray" With a melancholy look, Tsunami continued "He ended up developing a very bad habit with drinking and then gambling... I tried to support him and help him get back to himself for a couple of years, but..."

"And what happened?"

"He became violent, and it only took one slap to make me realize that the man I once loved no longer existed" With a self-critical smile, Tsunami continued "My father tried to make me understand over and over again that this marriage could no longer continue, but what could I do? I couldn't just abandon my husband for what I thought was simply bad timing."

"So he just left?"

"My father fired him, and although he was furious, he knew that no one in town wanted him around anymore because of the amount of trouble he was causing, so he left."

"That must have been hard for you."

"To be honest with you... it was a relief" Shaking her head, Tsunami continued with a sad face "I didn't want Inari to grow up with a father like him, and thanks to me finally learning to let go, my life became much simpler and bearable"

Noticing Tsunami's expression, Naruto frowned slightly and asked "If you did something that everyone knows is right, why that expression?"

"It's complicated..." Lowering her gaze, Tsunami was silent for a moment and continued "I feel that all I did was abandon my husband when he went through a bad time, and that maybe instead of judging him, I should just understand that everyone changes and move on... even though I know that what I did was the best thing to do, many times I can't help but feel bad about it."

Staring at Tsunami for a few long seconds, Naruto turned his gaze towards the moon "There is a certain phrase that comes to mind right now and it's something that haunts my mind constantly... Don't adapt to what makes you bad, don't accept less than what you give, and don't stay with whoever doesn't know how to value you."

"..."

"We must not forget that we are not responsible for what they do to us, but for what we let ourselves do" Turning his gaze towards Tsunami, Naruto continued "And sometimes, it is better to let go and start over instead of continuing to insist where there is no longer any interest"

"..."

"And make no mistake, for knowing how to let go is not giving up" With a slight smile, Naruto continued "For you and I both know that it takes a lot of courage to let go of something we have clung to with so much effort and desperation"

"Your words...they are enlightening" After a few seconds of stunned, a beautiful smile blossomed on Tsunami's face as she stared at Naruto's smiling face, then continued "You know...I've been thinking a lot about what you said the other day"

"About dedicating more time for you?"

"Mn" Staring into Naruto's bluish eyes, Tsunami continued "And after that talk, I ended up realizing that I had really neglected myself... I always devoted all my time to others, but I had never devoted some time for myself"

"It's good to recognize that."

"I've always repressed my deepest desires, but I'm determined to change that" Tsunami continued, her tone filled with a palpable longing. She reached out her trembling hand and took Naruto's, feeling the warmth of his skin against her own as she drew it deliberately to her chest, letting their hearts beat in unison in an accelerated rhythm.

Opening his eyes a little wider at an act he never expected or experienced in his two lives, Naruto's thoughts stalled as he watched his own hand in a daze.

"I know you'll be leaving tomorrow morning, but if you don't mind...I'd like to share an intimate moment with you," Tsunami whispered, her voice ringing with suppressed passion. She raised her gaze to Naruto with dark, pleading eyes as a rush of emotions engulfed her.

Feeling a shiver run down his back as he watched Tsunami's intense gaze, Naruto swallowed audibly before replying in a trembling tone "B-but why me?"

"Honestly, I don't know... maybe seeing you work so hard every day awakened something in me" Smiling as she shakes her head, Tsunami continued "Or maybe it was the loneliness that enveloped me in endless nights.... Or maybe it's simply because I find you so charming."

"B-but-"

"The important thing in my decision, is that I feel incredibly comfortable by your side" Covering Naruto's mouth with her fingers, Tsunami continued in an almost inaudible whisper "Even though my mind screams at me that this is crazy... the truth is that I'm sick of holding back and you don't know how much I thought about tonight."

"Tsunami, I-" Feeling his blood flowing furiously as his member was already waking up from its long slumber, Naruto's mouth quickly went dry as his body increased in temperature, only to stop his own words and turn his gaze towards the sleeping Inari hesitantly "I-I can't do that to him..."

"He won't know~" Increasing her smile even more as she pressed Naruto's hand even more against her chest, Tsunami whispered hotly "Tomorrow you'll continue your journey and I'll still be the loving mother and dedicated housewife I always was~"

Feeling the hard nipple poking his palm even through her yukata, Naruto's breath hitched and after a heated visual exchange, he nodded.

"Let's go to my room~" With a beautiful smile on her face, Tsunami took Naruto's hand and slowly walked towards the exit while tantalizingly shaking her motherly hips.

'I'm sorry little one... I'm weak' Looking sideways at Irani, Naruto sighed inside his mind and turned his gaze towards the wiggling butt in front of him 'From one I never thought about training...'

Walking silently down the hallway, the duo reached Tsunami's room and entered.

Locking her door shut, Tsunami turned to the visibly nervous Naruto and smiled softly, then approached him and began to gently push him towards her bed as she whispered soothingly "Don't worry, I'll take care of everything~"

With trembling hands as his heart beat wildly, Naruto fell on his butt on the bed as his heated gaze instantly observed Tsunami unbuttoning her yukata slowly having her gaze still fixed on him.

Thump

With the sound of the clothes falling off, Naruto's breathing instantly stagnated and his heated gaze stared at the slender body in front of him.

Having modest but pert B-cup breasts with a beautiful brown aureole surrounding her visibly erect nipples, Tsunami timidly brought her hands to her stomach as her body trembled slightly at the intense gaze upon her.

Lowering his eyes a little more, Naruto ran his gaze over Tsunami's flat abdomen and noticed some almost invisible stretch marks from her pregnancy, but not caring in the least and kept moving down.

Seeing a slightly cropped but still jungle-like crotch covering her entire special place with dark, thick risers, Naruto's crotch hardened to its peak as his keen vision instantly observed the almost shimmering, slimy wetness that began to rapidly expand between the risers, while a lustful, enticing aroma assaulted and delighted his keen sense of smell.

Sensuously biting her lips as she saw nothing but desire in Naruto's eyes instead of the disgust or revulsion she was so afraid to see, finally all of Tsunami's inner worries melted away and with renewed confidence, she approached Naruto and smiled at him as she began to remove his yukata.