Step

"Why, why *sniff* me s*hic*should I just end it, please please please help, let me just kill you, it'll be better and 'we'll' be free" Standing on the roof of his school as the wind whistles and as if it was encouraging him.

--He took a STEP forward Ready--

--He took two STEPS back hesitant--

"AHHHH ahhhhhh Ahh Ahh ah why why won't I do it no no no no no I hate it, 'we' hate me, hehe 'we' dreamt of this and laughed 'we' were jealous of those who could be free hahahaha I'm such an hypocrite *hic* *sob* *sniff*" as he was about to get up and attempt again the door opens and a boy looking 16 or 17 ran to him quickly catching him and calling his name "Elisha! Elisha!! What do you think you're doing, Please just don't leave me" Gordon held his best friend and shouted loud enough for him to know how serious he is.

Eli never considered him his friend just because they've watched anime and played games together and lived together, but Gordon thinks he's his best friend.

"What do you want, don't touch me ever again I've warned you several times and don't shout I hate it" Eli said as cold as he could with his voice still strained from crying and shouting.

Quickly releasing Eli's arm he said to him "It's that bad huh?". He then then looked up in the sky as his hair was fluttering in the wind as he said "Death is still a question but life might be the answer, Please just persevere" before he continued he stoped to look at Eli slowly as he closed his eyes feeling the cold wind on his skin as droplets of rain fell on his face.

"Hahaha, because you don't know, You don't know, How do we feel? Do you see them? Hear their voices? Do you hear them scream a fucking hole in your ear? The danm pills don't work they are still there. How do you live I can't sleep I see them I can't stay awake I see them I can't even I can't I can't hahahaha hahaha"

Gordon tried to speak but the rain started falling heavily, he just sighed and said " I'll be going to class see you later" he left and closed the door

Eli walked to the edge of the roof mind blank he wasn't thinking of anything, or more Ike he did not want to think of anything, as he took the first step, he took the second,then the third.

--He JUMPED--

What was he feeling?, What was he thinking.

Happiness as a smile formed on his lips, yes he was finally free. Maybe people would call him a coward or pity him but he didn't care as a teardrop left the corner of his eye and

*Splat*

--He DIED--

Or so he thought