3. meeting

i started my new job and was excited. i liked it, but i was still new and didnt know everyone important, so i stepped into deep spile of shit. it started in the elevator.

i was late, like really really late. i didnt overslept, or took to much time in the bathroom, just the damn traffic and i had to present a project of my departement to one of the bosses.

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit!!!!!

i reached the elevator and came to a hold inside. almost hit the wall, but i made it. i only prayed that the boss wasnt there yet. i panted, looked in the mirrored wall and struggled with my tie. i hadnt the time to fix it.

"shall i help u?" a soft, deep voice entered my ears and i looked up. i hadnt noticed the guy. "uh....sorry... i-i... yes please!" i stuttered. he chuckled and fixed my tie. i smelled his aftershave. orange, herbs and....something. neat, but still exciting. it calmed me down.

"where u up to?" "presentation of my departement with one of the boss." "which one?" "i have no idea. i am not one of the important ones, so i never was face to face with one of the 3. i hope i get the young one" i sighed. "why?" i looked at him, he smiled so fondly, showed wonderful dimples to me. i had to held myself back not to touch them. they were so tempting. "why" he asked again, what made me flinsh.

"oh... cause of his age and mine. i hope he is nicer and will forgive me, if i made some mistakes. i am not so good with speaking infront of people" "oh... naaa i think u will do good. are u new" i nodded. he was nice and caring. he calmed me down, he was friendly. i hoped we could get to be friends soon.

"which departement are u in?" "finance" "uh... will u be in the meeting too?" "yes" "thank good! a friendly face" i must looked pathetic, cause he grinned wide, showed me his dimples again and my knees gave almost in. "see u there then"

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he was cute. with that sweaty red face. with the concern in his eyes. i was excited for the meeting. he obviously didnt knew who i was. i liked that. i wanted to see his face, when he learned about me.

i took another route to the confrence room, greeted everyone there and waited for the guys presentation. he looked shocked when everyone was introduced. utterly shocked and kinda betrayed and sad. i didnt knew why and i wanted to know why! after his work, it was good tho, no stutteres, no mistakes.

he ran from me. buzz.

i waited a week and called for him to come to my office. he came in and stood there, like a lost child. "sit down" with a thump he did. "did i do something wrong?" he almost whispered. "u did not" "why am i here than?" finally he looked me in the face and not around. "sorry, that i didnt told u in the elevater who i was" he looked surprised. "its okay and u hadnt to, if u didnt want it" "my point is, i wasnt .... testing u. i didnt want to put u into trouble, nor wanted to make a fool out of u. i am sorry, if u thought this way. and i want to know u better. catch a beer together sometimes." "u wanna be friends with me?!" he looked big, but happy. i sighed in relive.

we laught, we had so much fun. we walked on the rivers side, watched the newest placements of art and culture, the light figures on the water and talked and talked. i learned a lot about him. he was younger than me, but he wasnt shy anymore. he had no problems talking back to me. i liked him.

it was late, but i didnt wanted to seperate, so i pulled him into a "red" establishment. a stripteasebar. he wanted to leave, after he saw the girls, but i held him tight on his arm and pushed him to one of the booths. "thats for fun!" i was ectatic. i sang, drank, whistled at the girls, threw money at them. kook was shy infront of them.

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why the hell did he brought us here?! it was disgusting....or not...i had mixed feelings. i wasnt a fan, when joon behaved the way he did. it was ...shameless.

"would u please stop that?!" i begged him, but he laughed more. he had the time of his life. "come one, kooooo! relax! dont be such a prude!" "i am not prude!" i protested, what made him laugh so much more. "i bet u wont go up there and give us a show!"

he was testing me! he was making me look weak! just wait u idiot! i stood up, i didnt knew if i was to drunk, but i was determind to show him, that i wasnt a prude.

i held on the pole, moved my hips and showed some bodyrolls, stretched my body, heaved myself up the pole. he stared at me with an open mouth. good. i grinned at him. i won!

he never stopt staring. i walked back, moved provokley my hips, imitated the girls and sat down next to him again. he wasnt laughing, whisteling anymore, his look was... animalistic?!

i never saw someone gave me a look like this! i felt.... occupied. my own was hunted down by a predator. it gave me shivers of excitement and horror. i sat down quickly, cause my knees gave out again. like in that elevator.

he suddenly stood up, rested his hands on my armrests, leaned down close to my face and he glared. i lost my breath, i gasped for air, almost fainted. he smirked so evily. slowly he came closer and closer. my breaths and heartrate stuttered, i was hyperventilating.

"be a good boy now" he whispered lowly, my body shook like it was hit by an earthquake. "good b-b-boy" i whispered voiceless back. he tilted his head and ....kissed me, gently and very short first, harder and greedier, after i didnt complain, or in matter of fact didnt do anything to stop him. but we were still in this bar....

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he got me. he was under my skin, since the day we met and i didnt .... no i sensed it, but was to aftraid to admit. and now i was kissing him like a drowning man.

"not here" he mouthed and i came back, reminded where we were. i pulled him out of his seat, pushed him out of the bar, shoved him into a taxi and we were off to my apartment.

there, i didnt gave him the time, to get out of his shoes, yanked his clothes down, pushed him onto my bed. he struggled, so i complied and got his shoes off and his jeans and underwear. then the thought he might be a virgin to this came in mind.

i stood there and looked at him. "uhm...?" he cought. "u know what i am gonna do? what i want to do to you?" "yeah, i am aware of it" "u have nothing against it?" he shook his head. i switched my bed light on, to see him better. "have u?" "i shook my head. no i havent" "are u a virgin?" "if u asking if my dick was ever in a girls vagina, i am. if u asking if my hole was ever invated by a cock, than i am not" i was surprised and relived. i didnt had the time, nor the nerves to fuck a virgin. i was glad. i ripped my clothes off and got on the bed. stood on my knees, waited for him. he looked questionably first, then he nodded. he scuded close and started to suck me.

i was at bliss immidiatly. he was good in what he was doing. i groaned for a while, then backed away from him. i didnt wanted to come in his mouth, tho he was so good in it!

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it was time now. i wanted him. still was not clear minded, or i wouldnt .... i think...do it... not with him. i shouldnt! he was my boss! i shouldnt.... but i couldnt stop. i wanted him so bad! i never thought he would like me, would like to fuck me.

this would be our secret. i layed down comfortably and spread my legs for him. he shook his head. "get on your knees and hands" i just did that, looking over my shoulder. he got some lube onto his fingers and fingered me right away. i wanted the real thing!

"joooon! come on!" i ordered him and wiggled with my butt. he growled and i felt the stretch on my hole.... shit... he didnt felt so dense when i had him swallowed! the thrusts where hard and deep. he filled me really good out and stroked my walls repeatedly so deliciously. i came up with my upper body to get to his, i arched and felt the pain in my spine, my head was on his shoulder, his hand under my jar, held me in place, the other on my hip and waist, helding me there. thrusting short and hard. i came and came and came. like a fountain, there was no end to it, thanks to his doing it still to me. he went on harder and when i thought i was about to faint, he groaned loudly and stopt soon all movements.

he left me and i felt the comfort of the mattress and sighed big. i heard him chuckle and he sat next to me.

"we should do that on all weekends from now on, if u want of course" "of course!" he smiled at me. did i just really asked for more sex with my boss?!

his hands pressed my cheeks...butt cheeks.... i felt his kisses on them.

"i really wanted this, u know. and i really want this in the future. are u up to that?!" i looked at him. "i want u too!" he smiled big and layed next to me. "then its good"