Chapter 14

After a while of walking to our apartment Reagan decides to stop and give me a bear hug.

I did not know what to do or how to feel l just sobbed in her arms. We then sat on the side walk benches for me to breathe.

Reagan was the only person l had told about Ocean and he had told me that l was strong because l got over it and found new friends. At that time l aslo thought that l was strong, but right now l can see that l am not strong, it just took him less than 10 minutes to bring me back to square one; for me to come undone.

The boys were now tired of just sitting doing nothing so they head home first.

"You have date night today with Dan, you should go. I don't want to stop you two from having fun." I say with a plastic smile

"Are you kidding me." She stares at me as if l have grown two heads or something.

"I am not going to leave you God knows where because of a stupid boyfriend, Dan can wait.''

"You love that stupid boyfriend nevertheless." I say genuinely smiling this time.

"Still, you need me more than he does and l am willing to be here for as long as it takes for you to cool down."

I smile at her, wipe my tears and fix myself before standing up.

"Let's go now."

A couple of minutes passed and l decided to stand up and we head to our apartment.

When we got there the boys were waiting for us, more like Daniel was waiting for his girlfriend.

Reagan went out with Daniel once she was one hundred percent sure that l was fine by myself.

As soon as they left l went in to prepare everything for the big day ahead.

'First day of college.'

l had been waiting for this day my whole life, who isn't excited for their first day anyway.