1 Tragedy of the"SIDE CHARACTER"
"Are u ready Bhaskarrrr?!....it's already 10 am" lets ignore this call from my mom who constantly worries about being late i can clearly see it's 8 am and not 10 am. Well i can understand why she is so worried afterall it's f***ing huge step in my life where i am moving in different state for education due to this i wasn't able to sleep yesterday not like i am excited or nervous for going in different state but rather if there's a electronic device in our house in which i have watched porn and not cleared it's history ..i mean i don't want to be guilty after i leave this house well anyways if i don't answer my mom's call now she is breaking the door in and don't want show her the morning wood...i responded with "oh yeah i coming " and started to get ready
Today is rather a bright day as if today even the weather is happy that i am leaving the city or it just don't care about me... lol a underappreciated self depreciating joke. I have always been that guy who's just a side character in other stories . It's not like i never had friends i guess i just never had a best or someone who i can call close as a friend with this line u can already guess i never in my life had a girlfriend.. i mean i am straight i had those quick crushes but i never had balls to talk with them regarding anything other than studies in short i am guy who is never been someone's first, second or even third..i believe i will be in someone's top 10 (i hope so )
after being ready in hour it was already time to leave my house for next 4 yrs i don't know what to except from life i will obviously miss my family who are the only one i consider close and ofcourse this small house where i have jerked,cried, laughed..etc with this i finally gave a goodbye to my family,house and this city maybe it will be appropriate to say it as "sadbye". I finally closed the door of my cab and i just peeked out of the window to see those shops,streets ,trees and everything that i going to missin those next 4 yrs....with that i wondered what this next 4 yrs will be like ..will i finally get friends whom i can call as best friends?..will i have a story?will i be the main character of it?? and more importantly will i have a girlfriend for the first time?
