Chapter Thirty-Nine

Suzy

I was at home, here in his arms. Nothing felt better than this. I loved him so much and I felt terrible to see that he blamed himself for his wife's death. We could help each other heal from our past. He consoled me as if he was not fighting any battle from his past. And I tried to comfort him as if I did not have any problems at all.

We stayed that way for a long time, his hands around me, with my head on his chest, maybe listening to his heartbeat. I wish we could stay that way forever. I sat up and straddled him, then he put his hands around my waist without objecting. We looked at each other's faces without saying a word. Were we seriously doing a staring game right now? I smiled and looked away then he used one of his hands to bring my face back to his face and kissed me. The kiss was slow and passionate at first then slowly, it was filled with a burning desire and pure lust for each other. He was aroused and I ground slowly against his arousal which made him make a low deep groan into my mouth while we were kissing. I was enjoying every single bit of it. My panties were already soaked from pleasure and my body tingled as he roamed all over my body with his hands and tongue.

"Lily, I burn for you." He said with a very deep sexy voice which got my tummy butterflies flapping their wings in ecstasy. I smiled and kissed him hard. I burned for him too. He flipped me on the sofa and he was now on top of me.

"You don't know how much I want you, Lily. I want to do so many bad things to you and make you scream my name while you come undone." He said as he kissed my body. I moaned and raised my hips so that I could feel his body pressed against my wanting body. The smell of his cologne made him smell so delicious and I couldn't wait to run my tongue all over his tight sexy body.  

He unbuttoned my shirt and continued kissing me from the top of my boobs down to my tummy and my belly button. I was lost. His touch made me hot and I just clung to him like he was life itself. My phone beeped and I could not bring myself to be distracted from what I was feeling right now. He did not stop though. He pushed down my bra a bit till my boobs were out, exposed to him then he smiled and looked at me. I have never seen someone smile that way just because of boobs.

"You are perfect," he whispered before he ran his tongue around one of my nipples and I moaned and held him tight. It has been a long since I felt this way. He teased my other nipple with his fingers while he sucked on the other one lightly. I struggled to unhook my bra because I wanted it all, I needed to be bare before him and he pinned both of my hands with just one of his strong hands while he teased me silly. I was already screaming out my pleasure and I bet he could bring me to orgasm if he continued this for the next few seconds. Well, maybe that was his plan so that I could come back begging for more. He got me and within a few seconds, I was jerking violently as I orgasmed just from tits teasing and body kisses. He was really good and I was surprised that I could come from just that. My eyes were already sunken from pleasure and I could move. I was panting as if I just finished a race.

He gave me that mischievous smile that said "You will come back for more." Well tomorrow was another day and I'll make him beg, right now, I didn't have the strength to have my way with him.

"You will sleep with me tonight on my bed," he said before he carried me.

He did not wait to hear my response, Bossy fucker, not as if I would say no though so it didn't matter to me. I was at his mercy. He carried me to his bed and when he laid me down, he walked up to his closet and got changed into pajama pants only then did he give me one of his polo shirts to wear. I changed into it quietly and he just looked at me while I changed without saying anything. When I looked back at him, he was smiling then I scoffed at him before I climbed back into the bed with him. He stretched out his hands and cuddled me before he kissed my forehead and said goodnight to me. He slept off quickly and my mind was all over the place. Memories of what just happened made me smile too. This work was going to turn my life around in a way I have never known. I thought of Lia and Kevin and I giggled. Lia was in love again and I was so damned happy that we were experiencing beautiful things in our lives at the same time. Alex was my consolation prize for what Justin did to me while Kevin was Lia's consolation prize for the disappointment that Elvis put her through.

I woke up alone on the bed and I wondered where Alex was. I sat up to clear my head a bit then I went out to check on the girls. They were not in their crib so I went downstairs and I saw both of them on Alex's chest. He was so sweet and sexy at the same time and I just stood still where I was to look at them for some time.

"How long will you keep staring?" He said and chuckled. How did he know that I was here?

"Good morning," I said smiling as I walked up to him and kissed his forehead. We were just like couples already, with me wearing just his polo and him lying down there with our babies on his chest waiting for me to wake up. I was super happy with just this little stuffs he did to show me that he cared a lot about me and the girls. I loved him so much and I have never felt this way about anybody else. He was my peace of mind because with him around me, I knew nothing but happiness and peace.