Chapter Forty-One

Warning: Matured content

Suzy

He stared at my shoulder as if he had seen a ghost. He touched it slightly then he looked at my face. He leaned over and kissed my shoulder.

"I haven't noticed that, it's beautiful" he said to me then he continued kissing me up to my neck and collar bones.

Within few seconds, I straddled him and kissed him like a woman in her heat period, well maybe I was, whatever. I just know that this right here, being in Alex's arms with my body hot and pressed up against his was what I wanted most in the world right now. He kissed me back like I was his last breath and rubbed his hands all over my body, starting from my ass, it felt good though but I wanted to be in charge now, I wanted to make him feel the way he made me feel last night. I kissed his neck and stopped on his collar bones just right about his shirt. I tugged on his shirt and got it off his body, it was sure an obstacle for me to carry out my wicked plans on his sexy body. I kissed his chest with my hands roaming around his lower back while I grinded slowly against his erection that was almost about to push through his jeans. It felt so good because it was directly on my clit and grinding on him made me fuckn' wet and knowing that the tiny groans that escaped his mouth whenever I grinded against him was because of me, made me feel slutty at that moment and it encouraged me to do more things to him. Good thing was that I wore a short gown, well, I planned it out at first because my coming in to his office was for this so I dressed for it. I slid off from him and leaned over his body then I kissed him down to his navel, I touched his happy trails and he jerked to my touch, well, I sure as hell loved that reaction coming from him right now, moaned softly while I rubbed his erection through his pants. He licked his lips and looked at me.

"What do you want me to do to you Alex?" I asked. My subconscious girl did a back flip right now.

Like where was this slutty side of me hiding all along. I wasn't this way with Justin. I never took charge or let's say he didn't allow me, whatever, Alex brings out this side of me and I love it so much and with the way he looked at me right now, I know he loves this side of me too, he wasn't a saint either.

"I want you to suck my cock right now, then I'll fuck that dirty mouth of yours afterwards." He said and twitched his lips.

Jesus fuckn' Christ, this was it, my body became suddenly hot, I could feel my panties soaking up. I gently unbuckled his trousers, he helped me out and within seconds, I was faced with his huge cock which glistened at the head with pre-cum. God, he was so beautiful even down to his cock. I looked up at him and smiled, he smiled back at me and nodded to me like he was giving me a go ahead order to gobble down his dick.

Well I did as I was told and the "Oh fuck! Lily" that erupted from his mouth made my subconscious girl to jump in ecstasy. His voice was so deep and sexy and obviously laced with feral desires and passion. While I moved up and down with my mouth on his dick with one hand slightly wrapped at the base of his cock, my other hand roamed up to his nipples and I teased them slightly and his body jerked slightly and he moaned softly. When I ran my tongue around the head of his cock and down to his balls, he groaned deeply and held my shoulders tight. I continued my little magic on him, switched from the tip of his cock to his balls and jerking him off with my hands and kissing his mouth whenever I got the chance to and within few seconds, he screamed my pet name and spilled his hot cum on my face. Wow, I wasn't expecting it but I felt like I accomplished my mission as he sat on the sofa panting. I took out tissues from his desk and cleaned up while cleaned up too. And when I turned to look at him he smiled at me.

"I didn't know you were this good at sucking dicks. I'll still fuck you mouth, but not now, come here." He said. I smiled and walked over to him then he tapped his laps for me to sit, I sat and put my hands around his shoulders then held my waist.

"I love you Lily, I know this might sound really crazy but I do, right from the time I saw you in that diner, I don't know but I just felt this invincible magnet drawing me towards you and to now discover that you were my first love? It all makes sense to me now. And I'm not letting go, just know that." He said then he kissed my forehead. I smiled at him and placed my head on his chest and savoured the moment while it lasted.

I can't believe that he was the one that picked my picture back then, fate really had its way. I couldn't wait to tell Lia about it and thinking of my mum's funeral I raised my head from his chest.

"We have to meet the priest for my mum's funeral, remember it's by weekend." I said while I drew a circle on his chest with my fingers.

"Kev is on it, Lily don't worry. Everything will be fine. We'll go to the store tomorrow so that you can buy a black dress for yourself and the girls." he said and pressed my waist and I laughed at the way he pressed my waist.

He laughed and kissed me again on my forehead before we were interrupted by his phone that was ringing on his desk. It was Kevin, he said he was coming over by evening, after work. When he was done with the call, we went downstairs. I left the girls with Dana so we went to the living room together and he held my waist. I felt loved and I was just happy with the way things were turning out between I and Alex. When we got to the living room, Dana was with the girls watching TV and they were trying to crawl because they could now sit down on their own. She looked at us and smiled at me then she nodded slightly at me.

"I'll prepare dinner, lunch is ready." she said then she left for the kitchen.

We sat with the girls and watched whatever it was that was showing on the TV. I texted Lia to drop by after work and she replied me almost immediately with a smiley face asking if I got any good news for her, crazy bitch. I just felt like, I was with my own family here and I was glad.