One tear breaks my heart

"It's been a week since you were in a coma!" Ted said and turned fast to call the doctor..

..

"What?!!!" I asked myself in a weak voice!

*Afraid!*

*Shivering*

*No*

*No!!*

*Did they...*

*They can't know!*

*I didn't tell my parents!*

*No one knows about it!*

*What hospital is this! They should've brought me to my doctor*

...

*Worried*

*They definitely knew! Definitely!*

*They knew about about my disease!!*

....

*Knock knock*

*The door opened*

*I'm closing my eyes, wishing to see my doctor in front of me*

*Taking a deep breath*

"You can rest your mind" he said

*I opened one eye to peak while smiling* (>_*)

*He raised my bed-head*

"Hey, happy to see you smiling again!"

*I smiled wider*

"Despite falling down, it was your lucky day.." he said, sitting on the chair next to my bed, his elbows on his knees and crossing hands

"What lucky day?" I asked

"I was here... In the hospital.. When they brought you to the emergency room" he said, remembering, talking seriously and looking at my eyes directly

"Really? Are you serious?" I said, happily!

"Yeah and I took over the case when I saw it was you.."

"Aaah ! Such a relief !" I said and took a deep breath while closing my eyes..

"You can't be that relieved though!"

"Oh come on, you wouldn't let anyone know about it!"

"It's not that.."

*Talking seriously, looking at the ground and taking a deep breath*

"Then what?"

"It's a big mistake to hide it from your parents Liya!"

"Oh we already discussed that a.."

"Liya!" He interrupted me

"Why are you being so serious now?"

"Because .."

"Because what?" I interrupted, "I'm dying? I already know that!"

"No! I wasn't talking about that! Liya, your parents must know!"

"Must know what?" Ted asked, when he came with a bouquet of the flowers I like

"They must know she woke up! She just wanted to surprise them at home" doctor said

"Oh I already called them! Haha" Ted said

"Oh it's so nice of you haha, thank you!" I said

*Looking at my doctor, smiling silently, but he knows what my eyes were saying*

....

"Heeyy what a nice flowers! Thank you Ted!" I said happily

"Oh! You... Expected me to bring a bouquet of flowers.."

"Hahaha I don't understand" I said, smelling them

"O- oh nothing! I just know you like flowers hahaha" he said

"Hey! You even wrote on a small card!"

"What? Oh!" He said and took it from me "I'm really sorry! I forgot to write on it! Hahaha" he said

"I'll come back, wait for me"

"Okay"

...

*He went out of the room*

*Threw the card in the recycling bin*

....

...

*After three days*

*I went out of the hospital with my parents*

..

*Half an hour later*

Nazz ran to my room, but found it empty..

When he went out, looking at the ground sadly, he noticed the color of the card in the recycling bin.. He stopped walking and glanced at it..

It was that card...

He stared at it, then walked away silently..

...

In the car, while going back home, I was sitting on the backseat..

*My phone vibrated*

*One message recirved*

I opened it,

*"The medicine is in your bag, take good care of yourself and follow up more often. Your doctor."*

*I smiled*

*He was and is still the best doctor..*

*Although he helped me and hid my secret, he was always checking on me and reminding me of my follow ups*

*He only helped me because I wasn't underage when I first discovered about my disease*

....

*Flashback*

*"Despite falling down, it was your lucky day.."*

*"You can't be that relieved though!"*

*"It's a big mistake to hide it from your parents Liya!"*

*"Liya, your parents must know!"*

..

I thought once more about what he said back then...

..

*I know that* I said to myself

*I know that normally, they should know*

*But actually, they can't do anything about it*

...

..

*I don't want my parents to feel sad and desperate whenever they see me or think about me..*

*I know that they would try everything to treat me*

*I already know that they would spend the rest of our money on surgeries and last hopes*

....

*But I also know, that all of that would be for no use !*

*I'm sorry dad.. I'm sorry mom.. But I can't see your tears or your desperate eyes*

*I'm sorry... But I can't make you feel miserable as long as I'm with you*

*I want to make you happy... As much as I can..*

Looking throgh the window,

*I can't make you feel worried all the time*

*Forgive me..*

....

"What are you thinking about?" My mom asked, smiling and putting her hand on my head

"Nothing serious" I said smiling and looking at her eyes

*I just wanted to hug her at that time!*

*Now I'm afraid I'm not going to be with her or with dad any much longer*

..

*What would be their reaction when I die!*

*Or what would happen if something serious just happened with me because of that curse!*

..

*What if they found out before I die!*

..

*It's only getting worse..*

*It was a coma for a week this time, who knows what will happen next time..*

...

*Tears just filled my eyes*

*But I can't cry! I'm strong!*

*I have to be*

*I will always be strong... For my parents!*

...

"I love you dad.. I love you mom" I said

"We love you too sweetie!" They replied

...

"I was terrified! I didn't know what to do when I heard that you were in a coma!" My mom said

"I felt like I'm losing you!" She said, her eyes filled up with tears

"Oh mom!"

*A tear dropped on her white cheek*

*I felt even worse!*

"Mom don't! Look, I'm okay! I'm healthy!" I said, surprised, afraid and I felt my heartbeats got faster..

I wiped her tear..

"Mom I love you! I'm not going to leave you! I'm here.. Don't cry!*

...

*Don't cry mom!*

*I can't see you crying!*

*My heart breaks when I see your tear dropping*

...

*I'm lost!*

*This just made me feel worse!*

*It's making it harder!*

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