177 Desire

Yuu was silent and looked at Mizuto in disbelief. Like before, her heart was in turmoil, but it was mixed with a variety of emotions as she had never thought to feel all of them, yet she felt all of them at this moment, which made her at a loss. 

Still, she thought that she had heard him wrong, so she asked, "Sorry, can you repeat what you said again?" 

"Do you want to become my woman too, Yuu?" 

"...are you serious?" 

"Yes." Mizuto held Yuu's hands and said, "Be mine, Yuu." 

"....." 

Yuu knew that if someone heard what had happened to her, they would think of her as stupid, but facing his sincere yet idiotic request, she was blushing and happy. Still, it didn't mean she lost her mind to her feelings. However, as this was her first time feeling like this and also her first time being confessed to in this kind of situation, she fell in silence for a while before she asked, "...what about your girlfriend?" 

What a stupid question, she thought. 

Couldn't she just refuse and reject him?

Yuu wanted to scold herself harshly at this moment, yet even if her mind was a mess, her body was honest. 

"It's okay." 

"...you will break up with her?" Yuu asked softly, but Mizuto said, "No, I will date you all." 

"...." 

What should she do?

Yuu wanted to beat this guy up! 

Letting out a long, exhausted sigh, Yuu said helplessly, "There is no girl who will accept such a thing." 

"There is." 

"...really?" 

"Yeah, there are two girls who accept it." 

"..." Yuu. 

She tried to see whether Mizuto was lying, but she could tell that he wasn't. 

"..." 

Really?

She wanted to say that, but she knew that this possibility wasn't low. If Mizuto wished to, it should be possible for him to date several girls at the same time since she often heard how the girls in her class said that they might as well date him together since there was only one him. 

Yet, she thought that they were joking and she only thought that those girls were joking, but she didn't expect that...

Moreover, she felt like... this was a good idea. 

"It seems you don't hate the idea."

Watching his smile, Yuu hated herself, who thought that this smile of his was so handsome that she couldn't outright reject him. Still, she looked away, feeling helpless because of her feelings. 

"Do you think that this is okay?" 

Yet, she wanted to ask whether Mizuto thought this was okay. Still, this also calmed her, and she stared at him, wanting to hear his answer. 

"No." 

"...no?" 

"But... I don't have any answers other than this." Mizuto looked at Yuu and said, "If I realize that you are a girl and make a move on you earlier, then this won't happen. I will probably only be with you, but it is too late. I was already with someone when we kissed for the first time." 

Then...

Why did you kiss me?

Yuu wanted to ask that, but she knew if Mizuto didn't make that move, then nothing would happen between them. By then, she could only be his friend, watching from a distance as she hoped for his happiness with the girl he was with. 

Still, as Mizuto had made a girlfriend, then couldn't he just break up with this girlfriend?

After all, he couldn't fall in love with others, yet he confessed to her, and that meant that he fell for her.

This revelation made her strangely happy, so she asked, "Do you love me?" 

"No." 

"..." 

"Unlike you, I still don't think that I can understand the feeling of falling in love." 

"...then, why did you confess to me?" 

"Because I don't want you to get sad." 

Yuu felt conflicted when she heard his answer, as it made her feelings appear, and their relationship had troubled him. 

"But at the same time, I want you." 

His hand started to get naughty, holding her palms as if seducing her. "Moreover, I want to make it right." 

"W-What do you mean?" Yuu didn't stop him and looked at him helplessly as if she could only accept his advance. 

"With our current relationship, I am afraid that sooner or later, we will have sex." 

"...can you not say something like that so bluntly?" 

"But can you deny it?" 

"...." 

"Before it was too late... before I really took your virginity and made you my woman, I wanted to make sure that you were okay with everything." Mizuto looked at Yuu and said, "I won't change for you, but I don't want you to be hurt. If you are okay with everything, then I won't hold back. I will show you my desire and what I want to do with you."

Yuu could feel her body was hot. Even though Mizuto might not hug her, his grip on her arms was tight and stronger, like a beast that put its jaws on its prey, but then he loosened his grip and said, "So, think of this carefully before it is too late." 

Mizuto suddenly felt like he was a cigarette, as one needed to read the precautions before one decided to smoke it. 

Still, facing Yuu, who had always been indecisive, he knew that she had almost never made a decision. She had always let herself drift along with the current and was okay with the status quo. If he didn't do anything, she would stay in a place and be unable to decide, so he knew that he had to make her agree. 

Mizuto knew that it might be wrong to say this, but this girl was a bit of a pushover, and there was no doubt it was unfortunate for her to meet a devil like him. 

However, at the same time, it was also fortunate for her as he was going to take care of her well. 

As expected, Yuu was having trouble and didn't know what to do. After all, the love she imagined was different from reality. Instead of a loving partner who loved her dearly, the one she loved was a greedy beast that loved to play around. 

Yet, she also knew that Mizuto wasn't someone like that. 

This decision... she was sure that Mizuto thought a lot about it, and before he made this decision, he learned about her. 

It was because he knew her that he had decided to do this. 

If he didn't know her, then he wouldn't care about or ignore her; like any other, she could just be dreaming like all the girls in the school. 

Yet... yet... 

"Yuu..." 

His voice woke her up as she was so close to her, ready to kiss her. She knew that she should refuse him, yet in the end, she succumbed to him. 

When their lips met, she closed her eyes and let out a comfortable sigh. She loved this feeling. When he kissed her, it was like her mind was in the cloud, and she felt helpless yet also enjoyable. 

Yuu wondered whether she was a pervert, but even when his rough hand slipped into her breast, she kneaded it softly, causing her to let out a soft moan. Yet, this wasn't the end as his other hand started to rub against her slender thigh, gently caressing it. Still, his touch gave a shiver to her body as his hands became even naughtier as he slid into her panties, touching her pink streak, which no one had ever touched. 

"Hmn~! Mn~! Nhn~!" 

Yuu felt that her body was light, and she couldn't think of anything, only focusing on kissing his lips so the cry wouldn't escape from her pink cherry lips. She had never felt like this. It was scary, she thought, yet her body couldn't listen to her as she kept seeking this pleasure like how a moth was attracted to the brightness of the fire. She might be burnt, but it was still much better than staying in the lonely darkness. 

Hugging him tightly, her body trembled as their lips parted with a string of saliva between them as she stared at him in a daze. Her breathing was rapid, and she couldn't think of anything straight. 

"You are mine, Yuu." 

Feeling his lips on her neck, lightly kissing her, Yuu shivered as he hugged her body. She should push him, but in the end, she clung to him tightly as she knew she couldn't get away from him.