Prologue

The view was breathtaking as I stood on the railing. Maybe it was because I was going to die, but I don't think I would be that lucky. I thought about my family and friends as tears began to fall down my cheeks. "I'm sorry", I thought,"bth this is the only way I can see you again." I let go of the railing and it was nice as I fell because it felt as if I was free and could just fly away from everything. As I was falling, I thought of everything I've done wrong. If I hadn't gotten drunk that night, my parents wouldn't have died looking for me. If I hadn't said yes that night, my friend wouldn't have raped. Worst of all, if I hadn't been selfish, my sister would still be alive. I closed my eyes as I hit the cold surface and the water started to envelope around me.