Chapter 10- Denial
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Chapter 10 - Denial
KAYLEE
I called my mom and Isabelle right after I woke up, it's currently 7pm. Izzy, my mom and dad were mad at first but I explained I was too tired to call excluding the part where I met TLK Izzy would be happy for me meeting my Idols but my parents would want me back at home right that minute.
I sighed and walked out my room I to the living room, checking out our apartment, it was large I mean yeah all luxury apartment are beautiful and large. We have four room and a guest room, I chose the room closer to the kitchen for my midnight snack honestly cause it has a white stairs leading to it.
Evelyn's room is next to mine while the other are on the different side. The living room is designed with furniture and shelves various soft love shaped sofas in colors. The apartment is marvelous, perfect and stylish.
I decided to have a face time with the girls. I dialed their numbers, Evelyn was first to join after few seconds Irene did too.
"Hi, girls", I smiled nervously at the mad faces of Rene and Eve. They look super angry, a little but worried
"What the hell Lee, where have you been?", Eve yelled furiously. I never seen her this mad as I smiled nervously and chuckled.
I wanted to reply but Rene voice cut me off-" Lee, how dare you!!!. You had all of us worried, we called your phone but you weren't picking up. Your mom called mine to find your whereabout and unfortunately I wasn't with you. Your mom almost cried, worried sick of you", she screamed out her face displayed on the screen being all red and disappointed. I feel so bad for what happened but it wasn't exactly my fault too.
"I'm truly sorry, I spoke to my mom and apologized to her. I was so tired I didn't call you girls when I got home and was a little bit caught up with my new friends", I said.
"What!!. You made friends when I was not there with you", Rene accused, folding her arm across her chest demanding for answers.
"That's not it Rene, calm the effing down. I met them at the airport and guess who they are?", I asked excited for them to find out.
"Okay fine we forgive you, don't ever do such again. Let me guess the tourist you met at the airport or the flight attendant", Eve guessed she was absolutely wrong.
"Nah ding you're wrong not them. Now try again", I assured them watching as their faces when serious thinking hard.
"Hell, just tell us who became your friend Lee". Irene urged to mention their names but I refused.
"No, figure it out yourself". Irene snarled at my reply.
"Don't tell me you made friends with the President of Australia", Eve joked covering her mouth in fake shock Irene and I laughed at her act.
"No silly"
"What's the mystery, it is not like you bumped into TLK are the airport and suddenly became friends. That will be so hilarious to know", Rene suggested laughing at the idea which she didn't know it was true.
"Ding that's correct rene, I met TLK"
Evelyn laughed and say "I know you're tired after a long flight, so you must have been imagining a lot of things, you should really go to bed", she suggested.
"I knew you wouldn't believe me"
"WHAT!!!. ARE YOU REALLY FRIENDS WITH TLK THE NO 1 IDOL IN AUSTRALIA",Rene screamed out as she covered her mouth.
"Yep"
"My God, when, where, how",She rushed out.
Then I narrated all what happened this afternoon, the emotions I felt was what they through.
"OMG, you're really friends with TLK. I bet they look like Greek Gods", she exclaimed out enough for us to cringed.
"Stop being so dumb", Eve scoffed.
"Yes, they were all so nice and great except for Jayden. I do not why he hates me".
"He might have crush on you, you don't really know.", Rene shrugged like she didn't say a word.
"Why do you guys keep saying?, You should have seen how he acts and talk to me. He doesn't like me, I know that for sure"
"Lee, we can't know for certain", Eve also had to say hers.
"Whatever, girls goodnight to you".
"It's just like in the movies, the male lead falls for the female lead buy treats her bad for her not to find out about his feelings", she screamed excited.
"Don't get your hopes high Irene"
She sighed frowning "One can hope to dream Lee. Anyways, sweet dream make sure you blow TLK's head on Friday especially Jayden", Irene teased me, wiggling her eyebrows.
"Irene is gonna add Ellen tomorrow", Eve said.
"Yeah, no problem".
I cut off the connection, ordering for pizza for dinner.
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JAYDEN POV
We reached our dorm with my members heading directly to their room doing what so ever. It wasn't my problem, I climbed through the stair heading to room, I slumped right into my bed with a particular face planted on my mind.
Her eyes, her smile, her lips, her smell.... God I can't get it out if my head.
Tired of her face and scent, I rushed to the bathroom having a cold shower. I wore my dark blue tee and a black sweatpants. I walked out of my room when I heard a melodious beat coming from Myles studio. I quietly pushed the glass door open as I saw him on his seat and hands making beat.
"Bro, the beat is awesome, mind blowing when did you start making it", I instantly sat next to him watching him continuously making his beat.
"I have no idea the beat popped up into my mind when we left Kaylee's apartment, so I decided to make a music out of it", he replied grinning.
"At least she did a good thing for once", I scoffed.
"You know you like her hm, why are you denying. Why the heck are you denying your feelings, she will be a great girlfriend and I'm saying this as her elder brother".
"I-i... don't know, she is not .y type I don't like her ans that's it",I stuttered badly earning a smirk from Myles.
"Is it this all about your 'special girl'?."
"Bro, please don't bring her into this-"
"Anyways, let's leave that part and I have to listen to the song you wrote", I instantly changed the topics.
"Okay, but I still have to say this. Don't let her go when you finally realise you like her", he patted my back.
🎶 The beginning was quite fun
Just with all the ups and downs
But suddenly, we're tired
From a waste of meaningless emotions
A repeating seesaw seesaw game
Now I'm sick of it, sick of it
A repeating seesaw seesaw game
We're getting tired, tired of each other
Were the little arguments the start?
The moment I became heavier than you
Because there was never a parallel from the start
Maybe I became more greedy and tried to fit in with you
Is there really a need to keep repeating ourselves
Saying this was love and this is love?
We're both tired and holding onto the same card
If so, then…
Alright, a repeating seesaw seesaw game
Trying to end it now
Alright, sick of this seesaw game
Someone needs to get off right here
Though neither of us can
Let's not scope out who's gonna get off first
Let's not drag things out, however our hearts lead us
Let's make the ending, whoever will get off
This repeating seesaw game
Let's stop it now
People can be so sly
They know they'll get hurt if one person is missing
But no one wants to be the bad guy
So there's an ambiguous continuation of passing on responsibilities
And we get so tired or if that we finally became parallel
But we didn't want this kind of parallel
At first, we showed off who was heavier
As we looked at each other and smiled
Now we're competing against each other
Trying to win over who's heavier
It becomes the fire to our fights
It'll only end if someone gets off right here
We're acting like we're comforting each other
But it's mixed with thorns
Can't keep doing this, we need to make a decision
If we didn't have feelings for each other
If we didn't think of each other
Would we have dragged it out like this?
Now if you don't have any more feelings
This seesaw is dangerous
Stop thinking about me
Alright, a repeating seesaw seesaw game
Trying to end it now
Alright, sick of this seesaw game
Someone needs to get off right here
Though neither of us can
Hol' up hol' up I'm walking on this seesaw without you
Hol' up hol' up just like the beginning when you weren't here
Hol' up hol' up I'm walking on this seesaw without you
Hol' up hol' up I'm getting off this seesaw without you
Alright, a repeating seesaw seesaw game
Trying to end it now
Alright, sick of this seesaw game
Someone needs to get off right here
Though neither of us can
Let's not scope out who's gonna get off first
Let's not drag things out, however our hearts lead us
Let's make the ending, whoever will get off
This repeating seesaw game
Let's stop it now🎶.
"Amazing, it's good bro",I complimented truthfully.
"No it's not. I'm not finished with it I want our fans to love it so I'm unsure of the song", he stated I gasped the song is really good.
"It's an impressive song, they will love it by the way what's the name of the song", I asked reassuring him, honestly the songs is great and I really respect him more for that.
"I haven't thought of a name, why do you think?", he questioned.
"Since it has a good meaning why not Seesaw, its a great name?", I recommended.
"Yeah thanks Jay, it will be great. Now leave so I can wrap this up and finally sleep peacefully", he said, I laughed shaking my head.
He will always be the same sleeping grumpy man I know.
I closed the glass door and walked into my room. I slept on my bed not before switching off the light leaving only my lamp on.
'Hi Aden, where have you been ?. I missed you" , a soft but small voice said with a bright smile on her lip. But he couldn't exactly see her face, he had the feeling she will be so beautiful sadly he wouldn't be able to tell.
' I'm sorry Allie, I missed you too", a nine years old boy cried on the shoulder of the unknown small girl.
'Aden why are you crying ?. You know I hate to see you in tears", she patted his head releasing the hug wiping his tears away.
'I'm leaving tomorrow and I will never comeback. I'm sorry Allie.', he said as a tear plopped down his cheeks.
It took a minute for that sentence to sink into her as she reacted frantically.
'W-what.. d-do you mean Aden. Y-you promised to never leave, you're my b-bestfriend', her tiny little voice screamed out with teary eyes.
' I'm sorry Allie, don't forget you're the best friend anyone could ever ask for", he stated watching as a tear rolled down her uncleared face.
'P-please don't leave me ! Y-you pinky promised that y-you wouldn't leave me",she begged in a shaky voice.
' I'm sorry Allie, I'm sorry I don't want to leave...I-i have to go', he replied as his voice was slowly cracking.
'Allie, I have to go but I'll come back and look for you. Please don't lose hope my Allie', he promised cleaning her tears off feeling her soft skin under his thumb.
'Will you come back Aden, pinky promise", she said strengthening fort her pinky finger.
'Yes my Allie, I will and never forget you', he interlocked her finger 'I promise you', he assured.
'Please find me Aden, I'll wait for you-', her soothing voice was slowly fading.
I jerked up seat beading on my forehead, breathing heavily. I haven't been able to have a peaceful sleep after my trauma. I could I fall for another when I could keep my promise to the other, I'm not even able to find her as I promised.
Where are you Allie ??????.
Author's Note
Chapter 10 Updated and Edited. I'm sorry this chapter is super boring. The Song *Seesaw* is not mine but By BTS Suga.
What's your favourite song?.
Mine is : I can't decide, I have a lot but I'm listening to Never be the same by Camila Cabello while writing this chapter. I love the song, it gives a different vibe.
Love <3
Kailee.