Chapter 157

When I felt like they had heard and answered my prayers or would probably pardon me, I decided to put my plans into action little by little. First, I needed to cry, but since I was so nervous, I knew no amount of sad memories would bring tears to my eyes, I would be too jittery to think of one too. The other option I could think of on the spot was to pinch myself until tears sprung up in my eyes, then I could intiate the second plan. I made sure to shift my hands away from his eyes, so he would not see my actions. Using my thumb and ring finger, I held onto the sensitive skin on my wrist tightly until I could feel my eyes began to tear up.

I was so happy because the first part of my plan was achieved already, I had to hold that position until I was certain that once I blinked my eyes in front of him, the tears would roll down immediately. Once that was done, the second part was to kneel in front of me. Why I chose to kneel in front of him, was so he could have a clear view of my face and the entire emotions I would portray on it. There's just no way that I would be able to manipulate his emotions, if he is looking away from me. Once I knelt down in front of him, I made sure to place both of my hands on the side of his face, so he could not turn away from me.

When he saw me on my knees in front of him, he tried to protest against it and placed his hands on my biceps to help me stand up but I shook my head to let him know that I wanted to maintain my position. I was so happy that he did not like me kneeling before him, it made me know that my job may not be as difficult as I had thought it would be. I bent my head before him like one asking for forgiveness, but I was using the time to give myself a pep talk and compose my facial expressions. When I finally raised my head up, I made sure to stare directly into his eyes and widened my eyes a little. I tried to put on the most sorrowful expressions I could conjure, and I am sure that the tears swimming in my slightly larger eyes was the perfect finish touch to my act.

I coughed to make it seem like I was choked up with emotions and my voice was cracked, and when I finally opened my mouth to speak, I made sure to reduce my tone and make my voice tremble too

" I have lost a lot of people in my little life, I also Lost a girl I considered a sister here, it there is one person that can explain hurt to you, it is me" I blinked and let the tears down.